I've got friends saying me that I'm a perfectionist when they see me doing work. Of course, I know the phrase that says, 'No one and even God is perfect'.
Maybe that's because I want to try my best and I work hard for it if it's something that caught up in my mind.
That's why I am diagnosed with Obsessive-compulsive disorder (maybe 60%) which eventually tensed me up and my boiling point rise faster than usual. So, never get on my nerves when I'm in the midst of important task. Even one tiny distraction that ruin the short routine does really mess up my whole plan.
Hence, I need a lesson on chilling.

I'm too afraid to lose on my whole heart-ed efforts that I've sacrifice.


The pain in my shoulder is getting relieve yet I still can feel the sore.