A fail note to thyself

This is an introduction of me all over again.

My name is Danielle and I'm 21 years old already. 21, an age number that signifies everything is legal including, gambling and voting in Malaysia. I was born on the Labor Day, lucky enough for the whole world to embrace me in this world. My childhood years in Brunei was the best memories I had. Brunei Darussalam.

I don't know what to describe about myself as I intend to write a self note for myself and in future, I'm able to recall back how... young, stupid and foolish I was.

One of the most distinctive and notorious characteristics I own is cursing and swearing excessively. Yes, I do have a potty mouth and like they all said... I can swear like a sailor except today is my big day, which means I will restrict myself from saying those words. Don't get me tempt.

At times, I can be straightforward if I want to and express whichever I like without using much of my brains. Sorry if I ever offended anyone. This is a habit I need to observe and change.

I'm a professional procrastinator. Yes, if you need assistance, please do not hesitate to call me. 1-300- LAZY- 1234

I wouldn't call myself a boring person but rather mood-less. If the vibe emitted is rock, fun, bubbly, crazy and cool.. definitely count me in and vice versa. Thus, music is the source of my energy but it depends on which genre. It also explains why I'm bipolar when the DJ change music.

At times, I can be an emo bxtxh as I have too much rubbish thoughts mingling around my head which definitely brings no benefit at all. All I have to do is control my jiwang-ness. It's always there but it's the matter of how one control... cheh... sounds as if I'm controlling my psychic powers like Jean Grey.

I love to be in the center of attention for the right cause, sadly... the wrong cause that got me into attention. Not to forget, I am a whiny person, well, at times.

To unknowns I may look snobbish but deep down I don't care what are you picturing me as until you've finally spoken to me.

I'm trying to take advantage of this world by exploring and discovering the amazement and amusement that the earth has given me. Yet, don't get me wrong, it's only discovering but not exploiting, Mother Earth has given me more than I ever ask for.

This sounds cliche but I still have to say it loud. In the process of finishing this journey of life, I'm still learning all way down the road.

That's all from my complex characteristics.

Now, here comes the basic characteristics.

I've constantly praised and uplifted the color Blue and trashed down the color Pink. Pink, after all, is not a bad color but it's the color that made me feel stupid.

Ever since I earned my driving license, the car's radio is extremely important to me while I'm driving that's cause I'm singing in the car all the time!

John Mayer has always been my favorite music artist and his music at times makes me feel emotional and bipolar.

I'm an avid art collector, some called it art thief but I'm always there to appreciate those artworks by all those small artists especially photography. Creativity is one divine outcome that make everyone's day. I wish to own my gallery too.

I still love photography but you hardly see my artworks cause I don't have the root of all evil.

To those who had experienced my driving, I love driving and I fully understand that my skills are hazardous to yours and my life. Driving aids my inspirations and motivations. =)

Till these days, I'm still with cuts and bruises on my hands and legs, in short, clumsy.

I love to keep short hair so much that I constantly cut my hair the moment the length surpass my face.

People think I'm smart but the fact that I'm not.

I enjoy and adore underrated movies, musics and artists. In fact, I love parody and comedy movies, don't ask me why.

I'm still a child.

I used to wore braces during my foundation days and was proud of it yet till now, I hate wearing my retainers cause my teeth loves to move around.

Today, I look at my closet, it's time to change my wardrobe!

Lastly, if you have been reading and following my blog, you definitely know my loves and hates. But, to my stalkers, if you wanna get me a belated birthday present, please get me a Passion Fruit body butter from Body Shop. Many thanks.

Enough of the note to thyself. More likely of a random facts to myself. Thanks to my parents for bringing me to this world on this special day. Plus, thanks to all who have wished me! Really appreciate those blessings and words.

Amitabha.

=)

Thank you to all for the blessings and wishes!

Amitabha and Happy Labor Day to all!

Since it's a big day, thou shall not curse and swear for a day. Hopefully. So don't freaking get me mad!

The Golden Revolution 2010: I dunno what else title 2 I shud give

Part 2 is here... while everyone is probably struggling to finish their FYP, trying to stay awake for FYP or sleeping. I just finish and I'm free to blog here. Suddenly, I'm craving for Battle Studies- John Mayer, so emo sial... but I still love it! I've got class at 8am later... Wee.....

The first day of event, 3hours before reaching the venue (8.30am), I had an overnight (more like overdawn) over my team mate's house. I am not quite sure if I was asleep or awake. Barely had winks of sleep yet the hormones were injecting some sort of natural energetic hormones. Instead, we took pictures and did some rehearsal for our presentation to beloved VIP.

Yes, the gold's hidden secret is... *kaching*

A short briefing from our leader before the event officially begins!

Our VIP is somehow associate with the Islamic OSK finance with high ranking post.

Thanks to sayangs for coming and visiting, tho, some unfortunate event occurred on Meera.

My work! Financial crisis 2008 and also (not shown here) the Asian Financial crisis 1997

Day 2: A lil bit relax and had more fun. Unfortunately, little did everyone knew, our division was somehow attracted by two fucking laotikos. Taking advantage on every girl. May their soul burn with hell's grueling fire and their soul could never to reincarnate. Fuck you! People just don't understand how hostile we felt. Overall, there was some inflatable jumping castle... we did went in and play, oh boy, it smells and my first time playing it, I was being unconscious. I was laughing endlessly for no reason. ??? Coloring contest, we had to persuade parents to persuade their children to participate in this coloring contest. Games were canceled last minute... that's where I sulked cause no fun and no climax. Fashion show.. was fun... as in I had fun cheering and shouting, was fucking high that time. By the way, we came extra early cause we were told to have rehearsal for closing ceremony and when the time comes, fuck! No one told us it was canceled and we had to be posers.

The jumping castle. Just for kids

Coloring contest, there are talented children there and their masterpiece.. wonderful!

Hui Lu, Yap and Jun Siang

Shy Yi posing with mineral water accompanied by lengzais.

Was being abused...

If you notice the globe, the sea is filled with words like inflation, crisis, bankruptcy and so on. While the land is covered with paper monies! Hell yeah! Good work by art and deco division.

Kiss the gold and silver!

Whatever you would like to imagine it as...

Nik calls it the living art.

Balloons were everywhere but me hate pink.

Dah... so tired.

We had plasma tv for our event... not for prize giving but to replace projector.

The end of fashion show

The division leaders.

All of us!

ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lastly, this event is all about creating awareness to the public about how gold can hedge all the fucking shit crisis and inflation. Being in Technical Information division, I did learned a lot of stuff about Dinar and Dirham and learn about psychology. =)

Alright... Night.

I want to watch Transformers again. hahaha...

Heartbreak Warfare

It's an honor to reward thyself for some major accomplishment but if only the accomplishment is a success under everyone's nose.

So, previously, I abbreviated the FYP as Fuck Your Project, well, though it's harsh but it's the truth. Oh come on, I know you want to use the F word upon this project. Go ahead. But, I rather blame myself for poor time management and plenty of procrastinationsssss...

Anyways, thanks to Jon for accompanying me to get high while I was halfway completing this project. Well, he got high too so that makes us tie.

Bah... Jon thinks I'm infatuated but I'm still living in deny. *Sigh*. Human thoughts are complex in nature; thus, I'm sometimes odd and ridiculous in nature. Though, stupidity is always there but I don't think there's anyone can curb my stupidity.

Okay, my time is up. Back to work. I'm like 80% done! Weeeee

My dye story

So, typically when CNY is coming, people tend to look nice for the new year... I'm one of them. Though, I just dyed during the early December, hell... the color faded off. Bought the wrong brand.

Instead, I got wiser, spend more money on everlasting color. You see, I wanted some bright orange but the lovely hair of mine just refused to eat the color from the previous dye color. Something flaming red, the name of the dye color. it's freaking flame red and nothing happen.

There, I've to dye twice. This time, I got Mary Jane's hair color except darker. Mary Jane from Spiderman.

The color is proudly to be approve by mum. Like I always said, you got to see me live.

I just realize my paternal side has like big big eye bags, even grandma. Oh no! Besides, majority of us owns faces with long shape.

I miss blogging but this is a messy post. I'm so tired (physically).

This is gonna be a long post of my random messy thoughts. I miss blogging.

Ever since last week, the rain had been pouring down heavily, I was shivering every night due to the coldness that's beyond the words. Even, Genting Highlands ain't that cold.

I've got one more paper to settle down on Christmas Eve which I hope there's lemon meringue pie left for me in Zen. 2 killer subjects had gone.

What's the messed up part? Today's paper was speechless, I just don't understand how my brain works at all. Whatever goes into my brain, it does make sure it comes out from the other part of the brain. In conclusion, study= no study at all. What do you expect me to do with all these bombastic and high end computer terms. I'm not an IT geek. *sigh*. I even forgo my trip to Tangkak that eventually so many fun road trips and good foodies with my relatives, just to study these shit computer terms. Apparently, those terms did not circling round my memory, it just 'POOF'. Honestly, I hope my scarification worth. Wait, this is not the end of my finals, I still got one more paper to go. I'll start tomorrow, I can't help but to feel sleepy. I'm lack of sleep though I didn't really stay up late night, 2am.

But, four days after my finals, I'm going to depart to Singapore with my cousins and Kelly and then celebrate XX birthday in Tangkak. Singapore only ma.. yea I know it's not that impressive but a luxury travel ain't that bad.

Upcoming holidays, a month I think. Let's see, CNY is coming so I got spring cleaning to do, shopping for CNY stuff, my FYP, movies and... let's just say I want to spend my holidays to the fullest. Interstella 5555 is awaiting for me.

Lately, I've found a website for me to distress which is awing at all those 'impossible!-But-they-made-it' houses. So chic and high end to the max. I can't believe I still have the awe silent feeling just like when I was a child. The houses are stunning incredibly beautiful. I don't know how much they worth but I know it's a price that comes with 7-10 zeros. Spot for dornob link in my blog.

I wanna express gratitude to Nik, Nisak and Meera for making this semester with laughs on things that we bitch and bullshit. Thank you.

I also want to thank the bastard for making me 'happy', yeah right. I couldn't be more 'happier'. Donkey all the way! Speaking of that bastard, I do really concern about his behaviors, it's just that...

Much anticipating winter solstice celebration had arrived and tomorrow shall mark the countdown to the CNY. I can't wait for CNY! Fireworks, firecrackers, illegal gambling, mahjong, grand dinner, road trip to the rural area, bird nests (free!) and so lot more. Never underestimate rural areas, they can be cool just like the urban city if you're not a spoil brat.

Oh yeah, I had rolled all the dough into tiny round balls, green red and white. It took me three hours to roll them but with Russell Peters, the doughs finish faster than I thought. I roll them all by myself and they comes in different shapes and sizes. Tang Yuan should be complement with ginger soup and peanuts! The green color extract from Pandan juice... haha.. I blended the leaves to get the essence and color. Cool right?

Due to the excessive rain these days, I gotta confess, I miss gardening in my mum's tiny garden near the big drain. I love to pick up soils with my bare hands.

I've been humming 'Something about Us'- Daft Punk for whole day and the lyrics are just so bloody emotional.