Wednesday, December 31, 2008

A WALK OF 2008

The last post for today and the year of 2008.

Now, let me present you my awards for 2008

Best Movie: The catastrophic of Earthquake in Szechuan and Cyclone in Myanmar

Best Director: Zhang YiMou

Best Actor: Barrack Obama

Best Actress: Sarah Palin

Best Supporting Actor: Lee Choong Wei

Best Supporting Actress: The hot stars in Hollywood (Lindsay Lohan, Madonna, Britney Spears and more)

Best Screenplay: The Iraqi journalist who threw shoes at Bush scene

Best Script: The Ups and Downs of Petrol Price in Malaysia

Best Editing: The scandal pictures of Edison Chen, Gillian Chung and other associated actresses

Best Sound Effects: Correct Correct Correct

Best Newcomer: Thais demonstrator

Best Drama: The Wall Street Economy Downfall of Dow Jones and Nasdaq



Last night, I was in my room, I walked to the window and look upon the dark sky.
I saw stars, not really many, maybe because is due to the air pollution that hazed the sky.
Yet, I kept staring and staring and staring till my mind flew to lala land.
I was dreaming with my eyes open again.
This time, I learned something from my dream. Thou shall not reveal the dreams.
But, I learned how to let go although I refuse.
*slap forehead*

Now, why am I sobering right now???
I should be cheerful to open my arms for welcoming the new year.
A new year and a better year.
Just because I sucked in certain parts and I sober???
Now, that is what I called PRIDE and ENVY.

Somebody please give a bucket of cold water.
Wake me up


Happy Birthday to Xiao Xuan

Happy 1st Birthday!!!

May you grow healthily and happily day by day!!!

P/s: I don't have your pics..

Seriously procrastinating

1. What is your dream during your childhood?
Unbelievably bossy director

2. You like rainy day or sunny day? Why?
Rainy days. Cause, I get to enjoy by sipping my fave hot drinks, reading a book infront of the balcony

3. What color that u prefer?

4. What song are you into now?
I wish you were here- Incubus.

5. Where is the place you wanted to go most? Why?
Portugal. Wonderful??? No particular reasons.

6. Which part of you that you hate most?

7. When you encounter a sad moment, what would you do?
Sober and move on

8. What do you scare to loss the most?
Families and friends

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her? Or just keep secret in heart, observing by yourself?
No idea. Confusing

10. How many relationship(s) do you had before?

11. If you are forced to let go something, what would it be?
My foolishness. Is that okay?

12. Till now, what is the moment that you regret most?
Being uncertain

13. Which type of person you hate most?
Currently, those who left me *shhh*

14. What is your ambition?

15. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad.
Things that made me label JERK

16. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
To have more dreams

17. Christmas is coming, who would like to celebrate with?
I don't celebrate them

18. What do you think that is most important in your life?
People care and love me the most

19. At what age do you wish to marry?
Let the fate decide

20. What is a blog means to you?
Somewhere I spam when I'm bored, devastated, mad and sober

Tag yourself if you want

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

I wish you were here

I. Put your iTunes/any other players on shuffle.
II. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
IV. Tag 11 friends who might enjoy doing this.

Greenlight (John Legend feat. Andre 3000)

Everything you want (Vertical Horizon)

American Boy (Estelle feat. Kanye West)

Joy to the World (???)

So What (Pink)

Beat it (Michael Jackson)

Complicated (Avril Lavigne)

Hero (Nickelback)

Reasons to Love (Meiko)

WHAT IS 2+2?
1973 (James Blunt)

Flavour of Life (Utada Hikaru)

Anna Molly (Incubus)

Forgotten (Linkin Park)

Thriller (Michael Jackson)

How to save a life (The Fray)

Waltz (Suneohair)

Mona Lisa (Seal)

Viva La Vida (Coldplay)

Until the day I die (Story of the Year)

Beautiful (Christina Aguilera)

Behind these hazel eyes (Kelly Clarkson)

Black or White (Michael Jackson)

I hate this part right here (Pussycat Dolls)

I wish you were here- Incubus

Do it, it's funny

If you're feeling stress..I say go ahead...
What the hell...

Random Thoughts 2

Just finished one chapter of my psychology Surprisingly, I did not went gagagoo anymore, probably I am a lil bit tired.

I was thinking and thinking and thinking...that leave me blank.
Gosh, I was trying to come up of a comic strip+humor+pictures+useful nonsense in my upcoming posts.
I know I'm having my finals soon...nah...this is something for me to relief my stress..STRESS???
Oh wait, STRESS...sometimes, I've the difficulty to define this and till now, at times only.
So, I'm here (before that), randomly reading people's blog by linking here and there.
Then, I found one and it kept me reading...TAGS. haha..of all the posts.
I came across some questions such as:

Do you accept yourself for who you are?
What's your definition of love?
If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

and so on.
Questions that leave, tell me...what should I do now?

I really do have bad social skills and that is neutral.


FOR HER (Little Xuan)...

I've been blessed

The karma had turned around...

Thought when everything I wanted had 'PUFF'

But, it turned around the other way to relieve me.

Yes, it is working!!!

I've been blessed.

My buddies and Johnathan

I'm rather moody today.
So, I wanna take the opportunity to express my gratitude to those people who had enlighten me today.

Thank you to:
  1. My buddies, SL, SC and Berry for making jokes today unknowingly I'm rather moody today.
  2. Johnathan for understanding what am I going through although it is just some minor issue which I took it seriously.
Probably, I've been blind for the past few weeks. Now, I truly understand all. It was my fault for misinterpreting.


Waking up early just to sit down in front of this PC and do the frigging registration.
I left 15 minutes before the registration is open.
So, I thought, why not I start listing down my resolutions for 2009.

Resolutions 2009
  1. Care and love even more to the people that care and love for me
  2. More compliments, less criticizing
  3. Make improvements
  4. Create more sweeter memories
  5. Spout less nonsense and get down to work faster
  6. Spend worthy
  7. Get myself in a relationship or make more friends
  8. Digging money...(work? and definitely not crossing beyond to the unethical lines)
  9. Less procrastinating and sleep often
Subjects above are changeable.

7 sins definition

Currently, I am obsessed with the 7 sins. I even had my personal message in my MSN there and each person pops up and confessed that which of the 7 sins they have. Some have all, some have a lil bit. Then, as we discussed and chatted, the lust is definitely the hot topic after all.
Then, I went to browse for more details.



What it is: Pride is excessive belief in one's own abilities, that interferes with the individual's recognition of the grace of God. It has been called the sin from which all others arise. Pride is also known as Vanity.

Why you do it: Well-meaning elementary school teachers told you to "believe in yourself."

Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be broken on the wheel.

Associated symbols & suchlike: Pride is linked with the horse and the color violet.



What it is: Envy is the desire for others' traits, status, abilities, or situation.

Why you do it: Because other people are so much luckier, smarter, more attractive, and better than you.

Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be put in freezing water.

Associated symbols & suchlike: Envy is linked with the dog and the color green.



What it is: Gluttony is an inordinate desire to consume more than that which one requires.

Why you do it: Because you were weaned improperly as an infant.

Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be force-fed rats, toads, and snakes.

Associated symbols & suchlike: Gluttony is linked with the pig and the color orange.



What it is: Anger is manifested in the individual who spurns love and opts instead for fury. It is also known as Wrath.

Why you do it: You're wired for it. Also, the people around you are pretty damn irritating.

Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be dismembered alive.

Associated symbols & suchlike: Anger is linked with the bear and the color red.



What it is: Greed is the desire for material wealth or gain, ignoring the realm of the spiritual. It is also called Avarice or Covetousness.

Why you do it: You live in possibly the most pampered, consumerist society since the Roman Empire.

Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be boiled alive in oil. Bear in mind that it's the finest, most luxurious boiling oil that money can buy, but it's still boiling.

Associated symbols & suchlike: Greed is linked with the frog and the color yellow.


What it is: Sloth is the avoidance of physical or spiritual work.

Why you do it: You're shiftless, lazy, and good fer nuthin'.

Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be thrown into snake pits.

Associated symbols & suchlike: Sloth is linked with the goat (or the goatfish, in the case of the Deadly Sins T-shirt) and the color light blue.



What it is: Lust is an inordinate craving for the pleasures of the body.

Why you do it: Oh, please.

Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be smothered in fire and brimstone. Not kisses.

Associated symbols & suchlike: Lust is linked with the cow and the color blue.

Ok, from what I've observed. Is cow lusty? Dog should be loyal. Frog is greed? I thought sloth is sloth and not goat..

Monday, December 29, 2008


I don't want to brag but everyone is asking me which to choose...
It really didn't hit my mind when it comes to all these decisions.
Should I go solo? Or I should have a companion?
At times, I just want to be alone but the boredom do always strike.
I left hours before the registration is open.
Once it is open, the maximum of each capacity of my desire is always full.
I've to choose on sides that I have.
Yet, I'm still clueless as I do not want to bring some issues.
Maybe I took things too seriously.
Considering each of every little details too heavily.
Oh my...

7 sins (Part 1)

So, which of these 7 sins belong to you?
I could say almost everyone of us have those sins.
Now, let me present you my collection of 7 sins...

The colors of each word is actually the real resemblance. Therefore, the next pics you're going to see (if there is no words for every symbols, please refer here) are actually in their own colors.

This is the one from ANTM. (the cycle that Naima won and she portrayed ENVY)
frm left- pride, greed, gluttony, anger@wrath, envy, lust and sloth

The not so humanistic sins

Bush and Hitler (the sore losers and lunatics)...hahaha

The horse version

The Gossip Girls version. Some said it is true.

That is all for the 7 sins, I still have the individuals one. Waiting to be upload soon...Part 2 will be back. Enjoy their artworks.

Sunday, December 28, 2008

My eyelid twitched

My left eyelid kept twitching. I've read the Chinese almanac or 'Tong Shu', that every 2 hours of eyelid twitching had its meaning. There are meanings for the left and right too.
I even kept the English version but I probably have lost it. You can call me superstitious alright but this is something to deceive myself.
I've read before that there is a specific time where if your left eyelid twitch, it symbolizes someone is missing you. Haha... I wish...
Usually, the Chinese myths said that left eyelid twitch means good things going to happen while vice versa on the right eyelid.

So, I went to check on the medical sites,
they stated that, it is due to fatigue or tired and so on...
It is an involuntary actions that the muscles had done.
It could be spasms or just normal eye twitching.
Somehow, just take good care of your eyes for you've only a pair that you'll use it for the rest of your life.

For me, I need to go and get some sleep. I was so bloody tired today.

Funny New Year Resolutions

New Year is coming and everybody is awaiting for the year of 2009 to come.
This is the celebration that the whole world celebrate regardless of races, religions or whatsoever.
Yes, most of us will list down their resolutions. I'm not quite sure if it works as in did each individuals had achieved it?
Then, I went to browse for it.

Somehow, I found some funny ones. But, those aren't mine.

  • Just for today, I will not sit in my living room all day in my nightdress. Instead, I will move my computer into the bedroom.

  • I will no longer waste my time relieving the past, instead I will spend it worrying about the future.

  • I will not bore my boss by with the same excuse for taking leaves. I will think of some more excuses.

  • I will do less laundry and use more deodorant.

  • I will avoid taking a bath whenever possible and conserve more water.

  • Assure my lawyer that I will never again show up drunk at a custody hearing.

  • I will give up chocolates totally. 100%. Completely. Honestly....

  • I will try to figure out why I *really* need nine e-mail addresses.

  • I will stop sending e-mails to my wife (husband).

  • I resolve to work with neglected children -- my own.

  • I will stop sending e-mail, ICQ, Instant Messages and be on the phone at the same time with the same person.

  • I will spend less than one hour a day on the Internet. This, of course, will be hard to estimate since I'm not a clock watcher.

  • I will read the manual... just as soon as I can find it.

  • I will think of a password other than "password."

  • I will not tell the same story at every get together.

  • I won't worry so much.

  • I will cut my hair.

  • I will grow my hair.

  • I will stop considering other people's feelings when they so obviously don't consider mine - if that unwashed fellow sits next to me again, I'll tell him he stinks!

  • I will be more imaginative.

  • I will not hang around girls - they think you love them and that sucks.

  • I will not ring the stewardess button on airplanes just to get her phone number.

Resolutions You Would be Tempted to Keep...
For those who are scared of making resolutions here are some resolutions they would actually be tempted to keep!!

  • Spend more time watching TV / movies.
  • Chat more over phone / Internet.
  • Read less.
  • I want to gain weight. Put on at least 30 pounds.
  • Stop exercising. Waste of time.
  • Procrastinate more.
  • Drink. Drink some more.
  • Start being superstitious.
  • Spend more less time at work.
  • Stop bringing lunch from home: I should eat out more.
  • Take up a new habit: Maybe smoking!
Oh, these ones are the ones that can be easily achieved. Obviously...Haha

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Japanese Movies

Ima, Ai Ni Yukimasu. I love this movie a lot. Slow and steady but compact. Totally no crap.
Search the synopsis for yourself. Usually, I skipped slow movies but this one caught my eye. Both of the main actor and actress are good.

Love collage or Renai Sashin. Another movie that I love a lot as the main theme is about photography. The songs in the movie are nice. Really NICE.

Sweet movie with hidden suspense. It really broaden my mind as in there is such job and profession, apart from teacher. Though it may look a little bit yellowish but it is a great movie after all. Those who love Erika Sajiwara or Sajiwiri, she is a good actress.


I slacked throughout the whole day.
Line today is extremely SLOW. Really SLOW.
I couldn't even enter my uni's website. It took me ages just to read an e- mail, view my friend's blog and so on.
Totally spoiled my routine.
Wanted to post up my Hong Kong trip pictures but today's line is extremely slow that kills my patience and went straight to close the box.
So, I decided to arrange my timetable but I ended up taking my friend's timetable. But, I still determine to arrange one.
Damn, I wonder how these people manage to arrange it with an informal day of holiday for every week.

Gosh, I should be studying instead, I am sitting down here and reading articles of unrelated. Duh...It seems like the habit of procrastinating never quit. Shucks...

Maybe I should do a list of RESOLUTIONS for the upcoming NEW YEAR.
Yup..I should do a list of it to remind myself.

Friday, December 26, 2008


The line today is really bad. I guess they are right. STREAMYX= SCREAMYX.

Gosh, I think I don't have anymore topics to type. Let me scan back what have I done today.
Study, chit chat, study and finally, blogging.
Wow, these are all what I've done for today.

I'm quite chatty today. Didn't know I ended up to be a chatterbox today.

Today, I chatted with Abud. He and his usual football and his country's story again. Well, I enjoyed listening and teasing him. Somehow, he always found some ways to fight me back against every words that I said. So, I joined him on the fight too. No one win, is a fair and square.

Then, I chatted with JS. Wonderful stories adding in with good and bad news. Well, nice person. He is absolutely better than Abud. He is too nice till he felt dissappointed. I pitied him and thank goodness, he manage to overcome it. In the name of trust.

I ordered a cake for my youngest cousin's birthday. Oh boy, I can't wait for the celebration. She is reaching 1 year old soon. Can't wait to see her, she is just so adorable and mischievious.

So, I guess that's all.

Awaiting for the law of attraction's magic to come.

Thursday, December 25, 2008

The spirit

A friend of mine once told me that,
CHRISTMAS EVE is a suitable time for confession of love and couple's hangout day.
Upon hearing this statement, I wonder why does it have to be on that day?
There are other days. Ok, maybe that is what my friend meant as in the best day around the month.
No, I don't want to add up another misunderstanding and conflicts.
I still wonder why do people celebrate Christmas although they are not in that religion.
Do they really understand the meaning of Christmas?
If they don't then why do they get themselves into the mood?

Apparently, you can call me 'kolot' or traditional. Yet, I still stick to my thoughts.
I don't despise but I might give it a blank look (don't know and don't care)
However, I still do wish people for their occasions.

Do you know that, there are people buried this thoughts where CNY is where you receive a lot of angpows and legal informal gambling. So, where is the spirit? (but that doesn't mean I reject angpows and gambling).
I mean the REAL spirit. Does anyone read the history of how it came?



Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Lighten up many random thoughts that pops up in my head. Just couldn't believe it how much I can think after a browse through of my play list in my player.
I thought today I'm going to end up moody and off to bed early.
Apparently, I've got songs that lighten up my mood instead of sustaining the heavy and dark mood of the day.
Can I pinpoint the weather for this mood for my day?
Or should I blame myself for insufficient sleep that I've accumulated?
Whatever it is...

I wanna thank John Mayer for surrounding me in his songs especially Clarity, Neon, Splitscreen Sadness and Wheel.
I wanna thank Disney's Greatest Hits especially Beauty and the Beast and Lion King.
I wanna thank Meiko- Reasons to love and John Legend- Green Light

Now, I just want to see the sun sets today...

Disney's Greatest Hits

Disney's greatest hits. Well, these are my top choices. I haven't really finish listening but these are the current list that I had chosen.

Be our guest- Beauty and the Beast

Oh, I just can't wait to be king- Lion King

I'll make a man out of you- Mulan

Mulan - Reflection

Colors of the Wind- Pocahontas

Aladdin (Disney) - A Whole New World

Lion King - Circle of Life

Beauty & the Beast

Hakuna Matata- Lion King

And, last but not least, my favorite

It's a small world after all. I like this song so much during my childhood. Believe me, it's a colourful world after all.

Sweet boy

Today just felt like so blur. I don't know but maybe is because of the frigging weather. Dull and windy day.
NOTE: The wind resembles the Chinese New Year wind. Some sort.

I went to Tesco today. While I was about to get my shopping trolley, there is this young boy in front of me. So, I told him after you but he gave me the priority first but I still insist on giving him first. So, he pushed his trolley away and turned back to me and said 'Thank You' with a big smile for me.
For once, I thought, kids today are just so ignorant but he mentioned thank you.
Well, I got to thank him for putting a smile on me today.
At least, he lifted up my mood. Well, I guess the law of attraction is beginning to work after all. Can't wait for the magic to be awaken and glitter all over it's power on me.

Well, the boy just so polite and adorable. That made me smile. So, the world isn't that bad after all. Another hope.








Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Gratitudes for my lecturer

All my classes had over. Now, I would like to thank all my lecturers for delivering endless of knowledge and I enjoyed attending every classes.
Not to forget that, my Chinese lecturer, who is my teacher of philosophies.
She taught me how to view my life with a wider horizon.
She is the one that shoo my fears away.
She has, indeed, lots of patients to teach me all my Chinese in writing, pronunciation and culture.

I still remembered vividly that the day I learned calligraphy, she taught me from the correct way of holding the brushes to the strokes of each word.
When I told her that I couldn't write well in my calligraphy as I need to hand it up to her on the spot as a part of my coursework. She told me,'Yu Ying, bu pa, bu pa. You can do it'. That moment I felt relieved and thankful.
She even corrected me for all my wrong pronunciation.
She is passionate towards her teaching.
She helped me a lot in Chinese.
She even had the patience to find my Chinese name in the form of ancient words. (I've forgotten)
She knew I was nervous in my presentation but she helped me to calm me down.

Her philosophies made my days getting better. I love her classes and couldn't wait to attend to her class.

I'm glad and thankful that she is my lecturer.
A wonderful person and she inspired me to achieve a better life in the future.

So, I would like to take the opportunity to say a BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG


for everything including the lessons and stories that I've learned and shall be remembered for life.

Monday, December 22, 2008

Green dumplings

Yup, my dinner for tonight. The whole family has been to KL while leaving me here alone. Nah, I'm not here to show off that I can cook instant mee...It might look a lil bit gross for some people but it is my dinner. This is due to the camera's lighting. Green dumplings, fishballs, vegetables, tofu and so on...I do have the money to go and have a takeaway. Buy, after long thought, I reluctant to get 'em. So, I decided to cook. I thought of heating up the rice and frying some vegetables but it takes time to heat up the rice. Well, not cooking rice as there is overnight rice. So, I decided to cook instant mee. Indeed, I shows that I want it fast and DAMN HUNGRY.
For now, I rule the house for few hours till they come back home.

I know I am childish and dependent but I hate misery dinner.

Sunday, December 21, 2008

My brother's school. It will really surprise you. Trust me.

I'm promoting my brother's edited video.Please just laugh. Thanks.

It is all about his a bunch of teenagers getting ready for war and how they manage to go thru all those bad events.

Presenting...Tang Yuan

Yes. it is tangyuan with ginger+gula melaka syrup

These are the ones in with the peanuts inside.

Happy arrival of Winter Soltice.
I had glutinous rice ball and ginger+gula melaka syrup and crunch peanuts.
Peanut coated glutinous rice ball reminds me of my grandmother's cooking style.
I love eating it a lot.

My grandma's style of eating tangyuan.
I am too egoistic

Not good

Cars parody

I found something stupid and it made me smile....

Damn articles. So hilarious...about cars


From the Latin roots "auto", meaning furious, and "mobile", meaning decorative structure, an automobile is any object that by its physical design evokes anger in those persons foolish enough to enter the. Automobiles are often equipped with rhino blinds, and the means to possess one of these metal transporters generally comes in a deceased relatives will.

Car CrIMeS

  • AC ACiding
  • Acura Attacking
  • Ascari Arson
  • Aston Martin Ashing
  • Ariel Ambushing
  • Audi Arguing
  • Austin Assaulting
  • Bentley Bombarding
  • Bond Bugging
  • Bugatti Burninating
  • BMW Bashing (Black Mans Willy Bashing?) Sound wrong?
  • Cabrio Crushing
  • Cadillac Cremating
  • Caterham Crappifying
  • Chevrolet Crashing
  • Chrysler Crying
  • Citroen Chavving-up
  • Daimler Detonation
  • Dodge Demolishing
  • Daihatsu Damaging
  • Datsun Defamation
  • DeLorean DeLoaning
  • DeTomaso DeTeriorating
  • Dome Defenestrating
  • Daewoo Deconstruction
  • Ducati Disfiguration
  • Escort Exploding
  • Exige Erupting
  • FIAT Foregoing
  • Ferrari Felacio
  • Ford Firing
  • GM Graffiti
  • Gemballa Genociding
  • Geo Geometry
  • Golf Golf-ballifying
  • Gumpert Gurgling
  • Honda Harakiri
  • Holden Hari-Kari
  • Hummer Hummingfuck
  • Hyundai Homiciding
  • Infiniti Imploding
  • International Incapacitation
  • Invicta Incinerating
  • Isuzu Infection
  • Jaguar Jamming
  • Jetta Jettifying
  • Jeep Jittering
  • Koenigsegg Korroding
  • Lamborghini Lollypopping
  • Lagonda Liquifying
  • Land Rover Limping
  • Lexus Lynching
  • Lincoln Littering
  • Lotus Licking
  • Mack Masturbating
  • Maybach Manipulating
  • Mazda Mashing
  • McLaren McLoitering
  • Mercedes-Benz Multiplying
  • Mercury Mocking
  • Mitsubishi Misworking
  • Morris Modding
  • Mosler Murderizing
  • Mummobile
  • Nissan Nattering
  • Noble Nulling
  • Odyssey Oderizing
  • Opel Overfuelling
  • Pagani Panicking
  • Panoz Pulverizing
  • Porsche Pissing
  • Pontiac Paralyzing
  • Plymouth Placekicking
  • Proto Motors Probing
  • Reliant Retaliating
  • Renualt Ruining
  • Rolls-Royce Rampaging
  • SAAB Slinging
  • Saleen Snarfing
  • Saturn Slashing
  • Scion Sweeping
  • SEAT Seeping
  • Shelby Shivering
  • Smart Smattering
  • Spyker Spyking
  • Studebaker Smoking
  • Subaru Submerging
  • Suzuki Smashing
  • Tata Terminating
  • Telsa Trashing
  • Toyota Tossing
  • TVR Torturing
  • Vauxhall Vandalism
  • Vectra Vandalism-Repitition
  • Volkswagen Vaulting-pole-thing-spearing
  • Volvo Veering
  • Westfield Window-smashing
  • Hummingfucker
  • My Asshole
Damn those hilarious parodies. Laughing hard at it...

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Cyberpreneurship: Taste of victory

I finally understand and shall continue the chapter of achievement and hardwork.
Now, I truly believe that all the work had paid off if we put on effort.
Mdm. Rahayu was right. Absolutely right.

The leader, Nik, and Meera. Yes, the hard work had paid off well enough.

Before that, I wanna express my gratitude.
I wanna thank my parents for believing in me and helping me.
I wanna thank my teammates for cooperation and no bitchfest. Thank goodness.
I wanna thank the lecturer for guiding us.
I wanna thank the panel judges. One of them, drive all the way from KL.Thank you so much for your precious time.
I wanna thank to everyone.

This morning, I rushed out from the house with a mixture and complicated feelings. I did not have enough preparation but I'm prepared mentally. Yet, I'm so clumsy.
When I reached my campus, I rushed into the lecture hall to look for my teammates. Then, we discussed our flow for the presentation.
Then, it started around 9.15 am where the introduction and yada yada yada begins.
The first team, a team of African students. Not bad.
The second team, local students and they are from the faculty of law presenting their art gallery concept. Good and stable.
The third team, bag packers. Sounds interesting.
The fourth team (my lucky number and I am serious. It's not a taboo for me). Rilassare. Very good and confident. Very proud of our achievement.
The sixth team, moving bus restaurant. (I think so). Had a debate with the judges.
The rest...Don't accuse me for being ignorant. But, I was too relieved to listen to the next teams.

The presenters.
Me, Nik and Nisak

During my team's turn, I couldn't stop but to keep smiling on my dreams that had became reality. Although, some of you might think that it is not any important competition but believe me, if you had put effort in it, you'll definitely wanna taste the victory. Due to the time factor, I forced myself to present it quickly and I spoke as though I'm on a bullet train. Thank goodness, my teammates sympathize and understood my feelings,' Kesian, Ying. Kena cepat.' Haha...Well, I've to be fast as my leader need to make a conclusion. Meanwhile, on the side of creativity, we managed to insert video to proof and define our objectives. Thanks to JS for the very understanding video and I know he really wants credit. But, he really have the 'HEART' to go and find the video. Bravo. Thank you to Nisak for all the wonderful and colorful slides. Thanks to Nik for her great leadership skills. Thanks to Meera for being supportive. Thanks for Yana for being supportive too. Thanks to Hui Lu for doing her job well. Thanks to Hann Yih for being here on time. Thanks to Abud for being sarcastic and Thanks to Amir for being a model.
Besides, it is compulsory for each of us to pay RM 20 for this competition and I really wanna get back the money. Haha...I know I'm money minded.

The team members.
From (left to right): HY, Me, Nik, Mdm. Rahayu (our lecturer), Nisak, Yana, Meera and JS
Absentees: Hui Lu, Abud and Amiir.

As the time goes by and we were frozen in the lecture hall. It is colder than usual. We joked, listened, analyzed, gossiped and many more to pass the time. As for me, I continued my Chinese writing. It's a part of my assignment.

The release of our results.
Third: I totally forgotten. bad.
Second: We won...Yes! Unbelivable. There are 10 competitive teams and we're one of them.
First: Congrats to the Law students with their art gallery. Good concept.

Picture taken after we received our prizes.
Right to left: Nik holding our prizes, Mdm. Rahayu, Meera, Yana, JS and Me.

We couldn't believe it but we're glad. At least, we won some prizes in cash and certificate for each of us. The amount is real handsome. I love my day. It is definitely the memory in my life that I shall treasure. Yes, I'm very proud of my teammates. No bitchfest and very high level of cooperations.

To be honest, I do have the confident that we're able to place ourselves in the TOP 3. I do not wanna brag but it is the fact as I believe our teammates have done a very good job.

And of course, I camwhore for the taste of victory. Haha...

Friday, December 19, 2008

Dong Zhi

Ok, I may be too kiasu but I've done it.
I've finished rolling the 'tang yuan' for the Dong Zhi festival.
This festival marks the arrival of the weakest sunshine and the shortest daylight. To cut it short, arrival of solstice.
For more humanistic explanation, it is all about a reunion of every family.
Ok, I would love to explain more in my style but I've got things to do.
So, use la Wikipedia...haha

Cyberpreneurship preparation

Tomorrow will be the day we show and prove our talents and brilliant ideas.
I, of course, a lil bit nervous as I've insufficient time to prepare my script.
Not even in 5 hours.
I don't even have enough time to practice as I'm not spontaneous but I dare to take the risk.
So, FUCK! I can't even think of it. Leave me speechless. Well, it all depends on my creativity and the brains work.
Let's hope the group's cooperation can help tomorrow.
I really really wanna win those damn handsome prizes. least it can cover the cost.
Wish me LUCK.


Thou shall NOT PROCRASTINATING again...

Please..I don't want to cry anymore on unfinished tasks.

Like they said, there is no use crying over spilt milk.

Thursday, December 18, 2008


Surprisingly, I did not move away
I felt comfortable with it
The closer it gets, the warmer I felt
You made me smile

Surprisingly, I know little of you
I still felt you know it all
The more you know, the more doubts I have
You made me glad

Surprisingly, I am not the only one
I'm having doubts everywhere
The more doubts I grow, the less trust I need
You made me worried

Surprisingly, I still felt warmer
I felt closer
The warmer I felt, the least worried I've
You made me felt free

Guess Guess Guess

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Maybe I

Maybe the time is not right.
Maybe that is not the right person.
Maybe it is the time I should move alone.
Maybe I have to start to stand alone.
Maybe I'm overly selfish.
Maybe I should pour my blessings for those people around me.
Maybe it is time for me to shut up.
Maybe I should stop stepping on everyone's side.
Maybe I should keep all those sorrows to myself.
Maybe I should keep those little things to myself.
Maybe I shouldn't interfere in one's life so much.
Maybe I should love myself, my family and my friends.
Maybe I'll have to enjoy life by myself.
Maybe I should smile and laugh at the small things by myself.
Maybe I should sing by myself.
Maybe I should stay at my own green pasture.

What's the big deal?

I had my shoutout in MSN stated 'I'm so fucking uptight'.
Then, a friend of mine came and said to me that,'Put something else lar. Like farking.'
Well, it gave me a lift on my eyebrow.
I'm not trying to say that cursing with the word FUCK is good or cool.
I mean when one is depressed and angry, the sanity is gone *PUFF*, all kinds of language and word are release from the mouth.
By substituting the word FUCK to FARK, sounds so hypocrisy to me. It's just an expression to me.
I had no intentions to use it to scold or curse on one person.
To guys, it may sound rough and rude for a girl to use it.
Please...guys are just...oh my...what kind of century is this????
Still forbidding a female to swear?
Then, what about guys who swear?
They think they are macho when they swear???
In a girl's mind, they go,'This guy swears a lot. Oh my, how am I suppose to judge him?'
So, to be fair, let's swear. But, please be aware of your surrounding when you swear.
Try not to influence a kid who is under 15 of age to swear earlier. Not good.
Oh, by the way, please use those words with limit to avoid unnecessary 'SCENES' for the crowds.
Use it in a matter of humor.
Plus, I don't swear that much. I've my limits on some words.

Estrella Stay

Another song that I like a lot.
By Malaysia's production.

Very rhythmic.
I love her plucks and her lyrics!



Great News!!!
Oh yes!
My team have finally entered into the top 10 finalists for Cyberpreneurship.
Aha oh yeah, aha oh yeah
Nothing feels so good than all the hard work that we had done.
Although there are no catfights or arguments but overall..all of us did well.
Nik, our leader was panicking on the submission of our proposal day. We only had 2hours plus to finish off everything. So, me and JS helped her to finish the rest which were contents, tables, financial statements (the crying part) and so on.
Thank goodness, Nik managed to submit it to her on time where she was about to pack her bag.
Then, our beloved leader kept blaming herself for...
But, we do not blame her at all as she took the hardest part in the business plan. She had edited well and done it nicely.
Nik told me that she puked after doing all those financial statements. She had sleepless nights while counting those figures.
And then, voila...we had managed to make it to the top 10!!!!!!!!!
Thanks to Nik, our leader and the team's cooperations.
Well, I don't ask for anything but hopefully we can do well in our upcoming presentation which is this Saturday!!!
Thank goodness, there is no requirement to set up stalls.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

The reason to WHINE.

I saw another high school pal's blog.
She had been experiencing and going through all the trusts between her friends.
What I can express towards all these problems is that everybody do face their own problems and are dealing with it.
Small matters, big decisions and all the try-not-to-make-everyone-feeling-guilty problems.
So, why do we or should I use the word 'US' whine?
We whine just to relieve ourselves from our heart that filled with heavy stones that crush us down.
We whine because we want some solutions and answers to all of our problems.
We whine sometimes, just to get attention from everyone else.
We whine just to remind ourselves not to repeat the same thing anymore.
We whine just to test if anyone do really care, concern and acknowledge of our existence.
We whine because we have nothing else to do but whining everyday.

So, people...
There's nothing wrong with whining. So, if you need care and concern, just whine...
I might be right or wrong.
Rectify me if you've better philosophies than mine.

I'm cursing and swearing

Agh.. damn it!
I underestimated so many things. Now, I ended up like crazy bitch, laughing at my own mistakes for the wrong decisions which led me to insufficient of time usage. Bloody Hell! If it wasn't my lecturer's reminder, I probably turn myself into fucking bitch screaming here and there for the last minute task. Then, my mind might just go blank. *PUFF*. There goes my insanity, desperately seeking for HELP which leads to other people's troublesome and annoyance.
I've learnt the lesson so many times and I've realized my mistakes but same case still happens. So, what the fuck (get Kumar's slang from Harold and Kumar go to the White Castle)?
Oh yes! I curse a lot when I'm in the phase of tension and uptight with uncountable troubles.
Please don't be shock.
Now, I've sort things out and going slowly step by step...well, no shortcuts.
I saw my high school pal's blog. Surprisingly, I saw backstabbing and bitching word.
Well, it might occur to me one day but I can feel the pain of betrayal (is betrayal right?). Yes, it is a pretty fucking irritating to meet all this bullshits and going through it day by day.
Rottening one's life.
Agh...Bitch, bloody bitch, bastards, bloody bastards...and all kinds of stupid people who get bored with their life and starts irritate their friends.
Ok, enough of cursing and swearing...
Thou shall just follow step by step!

Wealthy vicitms

Read and heard the news that the government urge the people to do donation towards the landslide victims which occurred in the WEALTHY and LUXURY LAND.
WOW...Urge huh...
It seems like the government is trying to act nice at the wrong time and wrong situation or maybe the government is trying to 'bodek'...just because they are rich...Nah... act of random kindness....
Who knows.

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Kill the wrong norms

I've this thought where sometimes I love going against the norms' physically or mentally.

Don't ask me why but it is just the way I think.

When the crowds go va va voom for that so called good looking guy, I might look at a glance and say,'What's the big deal? He looks normal.' Then, just walk off without second look.

I just love to judge and critics for the norms that I discriminate and hate. I don't give a damn about it.

That's why there are people who follow the norms called me weird.

Nah, I do what I love. I think what is right as long as I don't go beyond the limits. So what?

You can call me arrogant but I don't care. I can't control every individual's thoughts and speeches.

I sometimes just love to go against the norm.


I sucked in my Microeconomics.
I don't hate it
I just love the wonders on how the cycle goes in our daily lives
Recession and Depression
Oh wow...
But, I am a slow learner

Opportunity cost
Demand and Supply
Perfect Competitive Firm

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Story of the Year and Incubus

These songs got me addicted long time ago...
Under the genre of...rock. No idea which rock is it.

From the band Story of the Year

Until the day I die. I can sing the chorus over and over again

Sidewalks...I just love the plucks

From the band Incubus

Wish you were here. One great tune

Anna Molly. Creeps and cool

Too early for the mood

So, I am not in the Christmas Mood but just want to melebih- lebih myself in the List.
Actually, I am now more in to Chinese New Year Mood. I know that Christmas hasn't start and end but to come and think about it, there is a month plus for CNY to come...Hehe...

Nope, I ain't happy because of 'angpow' (that doesn't mean I don't want angpow) but is the real spirit of CNY. Just like the Christmas spirit in the movies. Needless for me to elaborate. You know them.

Maybe is the fun that I get to involve. Somehow, I just can't wait for CNY!!!

wish List

Christmas is drawing near. I can see lights are everywhere in shopping malls especially the Portugese Settlement. Colourful bright lights making me to stare and wonder. Typical decors in front of the shopping mall doors
So, what's the big deal? I don't celebrate them...just wanna get myself into the wish list for Santa...haha...

Dear Santa,
I've been good or bad, you decide, but can I have my Christmas presents? ;p
I am not greedy and I don't ask for much. Just some few things.
Here it goes

I want Ananda Everingham. Santa, please dress him in elf's costume or wrap him up like a Christmas present. Since, the guy I desired makes me doubt. So, to relief me, just get me Ananda Everingham.

I want a Mini Cooper S. I can show you my driving license. I'm an obedient driver on the road. I don't violate the laws anymore. The best is typical Blue or Hot Red.

I want a private jet or airbus. Make sure those planes come with a professional pilot. It makes my life easier to travel.
Yup, that's it...Only 3 things. I ain't greedy.
Haha...Ok. I was just kidding. Those ain't real. But, the Mini Cooper S is what I had been wishing for. Plus, I would want to see Ananda Everingham.

Here is the real wish list.

I want an Elmo's bag, t-shirt or whatsoever but not plushies...

I want endless of Haagen Dazs ice cream and their chocolate fondue

I want a DSLR camera. Hint: Nikon D80

I want a new MP4 player... Hint: iPod shuffle

I want Bailey Irish Cream every flavor

Not that much...

Last but not least,