the only thing i want to accomplish is what's need to be accomplish

Supposing spending the time to revise and amend mistakes done in my final year project but my mind was left off wandering to some place wrongly.

it's a place where speech of freedom is available in colorful ecstasy:

我很想告诉你，我曾经喜欢过你。现在。。也许，或许还有一点点。但我又犯最大的错误就是自作多情。一直很想一了了之的说给你因为我的心却是放不下。时间总是不给我个机会。。。

i've got a short and hot temper which i will do anything that ease the hardness in me.

I made another wish. A wish to really come true.

I made another wish truthfully.

While I called myself selfish attending a party, my brother on the other hand, is lying helplessly in the hospital. The uncontrollable evil power.... I don't feel like describing it into details.

Upon the occurrence, I found myself being a coward, couldn't bare to take a straight look into the eyes. Being the eldest in the family, I feel useless and helpless to ease his sufferings and pains. If you tell me there are others suffered from severe diseases and illnesses, please TAKE BACK your words and say it to others.

In all, I could not do anything but to pray and wish for him.

I tried not to shed tears for I'm staying strong but this description failed in me. I'm weak. I couldn't even find the courage to face the whole disturbing situation.

how to gather back all the pieces of me?

for the past few days, unnecessary and important emotions ran through the veins. uncontrollable and undefinable measures.

i had a rough week to start, an extremely tough and hard day to begin the week.

it ignites the coward in me. my courage has shrunk and the images were torturing my mind. that, that... had all my fears to haunt me.

what happened had already happened. to shed tears do not reverse and erase what you want for time never goes back. yet, shedding tears is an aid of relief.

i can only mumble to myself to stay strong. pray for better days for all and YOU.

i don't want to be shatter.

amitabha. life's biggest bankruptcy is hopeless.

A note to me, you and everyone

Okayh,

I am in the midst of reporting my activities during interns and I came here by accident to express my fatigue of looking at the incomplete report.

Seriously, I want to go to my bedroom, continue reading my books and fall asleep yet the burden of this final piece before I'm officially lay to rest is bugging me. I can't believe the procrastination old habit has finally kicking in back again. It's 1am plus and I should be in the bed with my reading materials. Now, this explains why internet and computer can be harmful and addictive, physically and mentally. It also finally explains why I refused to read anymore books, thanks the information technology era.

Recently, I gave myself so much thoughts through cooking and realized that being immature at this age is not gonna standout oneself in the crowds. If you are still being subjected to your lost for your real desires and dreams, you are still lost. It's true.

If you are still being childish and immature while completing your chapters of life, I suggest you do not be in what you see peer pressure for you're not ready to take control of your life. That signals your readiness for leading your own life. You..... are just not ready.

Love yourself more than anyone else for no one else can do better than you do.

Nothing wrong for being emo, go sit at the corner and draw circles. Do as much thinking as you can. Life is short but let's not chase time, we shall miss everything if we keep chasing time. Be who you are and what you really are. Show the world how you can pull it off. The world is still at it's large, why worry?

Okayh,

I must get back to my fucking reporting.

Portugal!

Inspirations at it's lost. Blergh, don't ask how it happen, it happens to *poof*

Few days ago, I bought a dress for XX and I did use Pos Laju. "Besok Kirim, Hari Ini Sampai"- Samy Vellu. How the hell did he even think of that first?

Everyday, I would use the same route to work just to see this billboard.

I'm not insane but preferably dreamy. Just to see Messi, Kaka, Torres and that blonde guy. Hee... Even my colleagues admit he's so adorable.

PORTUGAL VS BRAZIL!

FORCA PORTUGAL! SETE!

FORCA PORTUGAL!

*ROAR*

The greatest win of decade ever!

Though it wasn't an exciting match but the skills performed by the magicians were indeed remarkable and astonishing!

Fucking awesome and fantastic!

Sadly, North Korea's goalkeeper performed badly for this match.

If only Luis Figo was there!

You should have watch Simao's goal, C.Ronaldo's goal and Tiago's too. Magicians!

*PICTURES ABOVE DO NOT DEPICT FOOTBALL PLAYERS' GOALS

Apparently, Italy's fans must've been disappointed by the poor performance and New Zealand's skills had been improved. I must say that New Zealand's goalkeeper is indeed sharp and defend it well at his position.

Today my mind said...

#I wanna thank my colleague for accompanying me to accomplish my project. Thank you! Without her, I couldn't find my courage to continue this whole thing.

#Lately, I found my mouth has turned to less potty and I miss my old me.

#I've no fond of bragging for good or bad to the public cause you will not understand what the fuck am I conveying, which I rather tape my mouth in suffocation than being humiliate.

#I can wear jeans, skirts, dresses to work without worrying about informality. I'm allow to be casual.

#I also learn a new and interesting job and I thank that man to explain though he was in the midst of his business.

#I've been asked how many banks does Malaysia has? My answer: I don't know. Straightforward. I'm not bloody interested in banks that's similar to ah longs!

#I'm being use to be ignored and already immune. Call me lone ranger.

#Try staying out of everyone's affairs and businesses, it lead you to no good and shits.

#This week has finally written my affair with sotong and kangkung.

#Definitely need to learn the art of talking cock.

#Recently, I'm resenting my hatred towards those who draw conclusions swiftly without understanding the real situations.

Pictures that wanting to upload for donkey time ago.

Random pictures found in my phone and been wanting to upload these pictures but just too lazy to do it.

Just found out that my supervisor is someone whom I did not imprint my impression on my supervisor... DOOM!

Good news about my changes is that I ain't sick anymore. Bah... you don't know what I'm talking about.

Another good news about my workplace is that I don't have to be in formal yet I can be informal or semi formal. That's the best part!

I'm no longer friend sick but rather enjoying the companion of unfamiliarities. I'm DANI!

JIWANG SECTION

Sometimes, you just have to post this question to yourself, would you rather die or stay alive when you found out all of your love ones had gone? JIWANG!

At times, people are so extremely funny to the extent that it irritates you. Of all people, why me? It's not as if I'm the only one that exist in the world. JIWANG!

I don't want to be ignore but people tend to ignore me so there goes my existence. JIWANG!

People tend to cut off my sentence and I'm kind enough to let them finish their sentence as they wants attention. JIWANG!

Sometimes, I feel 'kek sim' for those whom I throw all my consciences for them and this is how I got treated back. JIWANG!

Should I turn back to cold hearted and just leave it dead when you have everything to save their asses? JIWANG!

The world behind my wall. JIWANG!

I need a therapist or psychologist to turn back my sanity. JIWANG!

I'm not envy but I just want it real. JIWANG!

Is it so hard just to earn a little respect after I had bloody save all of your asses??? NABEH!!!! You don't care how I feel do you? TMD, TL, KNN. Fuck!

I swear this is not photoshop.

Whatever you would like to call it as. But, it's heavenly amazing.

Desperate for ice- cream

I don't care what ya gonna describe me but this is the way!

Peach Napoleon from ZEN. Absolutely heaven. Now, to think about it, my workplace is so near to DP and MP. It's in the town.

Jacqueline and her Passion Fruit/ Mango Mousse.

ME in the form of Pistachios' shells. Haha.. got nothing best to do at all.

My profile shot.

The answer is... it is indeed hard to earn one fucking tiny respect from a sore loser like you. Fuck you!

Kesedihanku yang tidak dapat difahami

My precious,

I've longed to see you,

Today, I managed to finally found you,

My happy feelings are surreal,

You are there for real,

You belong with the infinity value,

Today I managed to seal the sorrows,

I managed to conquer the irritations,

I managed to smile,

Yet, once again, sorrows and sadness appear,

Like a knife stabbing straight to my heart,

Like a wave of Tsunami,

Big wave one after another,

If you truly understand my undergo,

Please remain silent and let me be,

For you are not in my shoes,

Let me be,

Please come back to me my precious,

Please come back to me my precious,

I've lost once,

I vowed for to let it be the last time,

But, I broke my vow,

Please forgive me.

Baby, come back to me.

Kesayangan aku yang tidak terhingga- hingga,

sampai hati kau,

membuat aku sedih yang tidak terhingga- hingga,

tiada lagi yang aku boleh fikir selain kau.

Setelah sekian lama,

hari inilah kau yang membuat aku gembira,

setelah sekian lama,

aku tidak sedar dan sangka.

Kau meninggalkan aku dengan kesedihan dan kepahitan,

aku sangka ku boleh menakluki sehari dengan kegembiraan,

tapi pasti ada kesedihan dan keperitan kehadiran,

kemalangan yang tidak dapat dielakkan.

Nilai kau yang tidak terbatas,

kau juga mengandungi jiwa yang tidak terbatas,

jiwa kau telah menempuhi umurku,

kaulah miliku.

Aku telah berjanji tidak mengulanginya lagi,

Namun kemalangan tetap mengulangi,

aku telah berjanji tidak akan mengulanginya lagi,

Aku bukannya ada hati mengingkari janji.

Kehilanganmu tiada orang yang lebih memahami selain ku,

biarlah aku yang sahaja mengenangi mu,

hanya aku memahami apa yang ku perlu,

aku tetap sedih dan pasrah demi mu,

A fail note to thyself

This is an introduction of me all over again.

My name is Danielle and I'm 21 years old already. 21, an age number that signifies everything is legal including, gambling and voting in Malaysia. I was born on the Labor Day, lucky enough for the whole world to embrace me in this world. My childhood years in Brunei was the best memories I had. Brunei Darussalam.

I don't know what to describe about myself as I intend to write a self note for myself and in future, I'm able to recall back how... young, stupid and foolish I was.

One of the most distinctive and notorious characteristics I own is cursing and swearing excessively. Yes, I do have a potty mouth and like they all said... I can swear like a sailor except today is my big day, which means I will restrict myself from saying those words. Don't get me tempt.

At times, I can be straightforward if I want to and express whichever I like without using much of my brains. Sorry if I ever offended anyone. This is a habit I need to observe and change.

I'm a professional procrastinator. Yes, if you need assistance, please do not hesitate to call me. 1-300- LAZY- 1234

I wouldn't call myself a boring person but rather mood-less. If the vibe emitted is rock, fun, bubbly, crazy and cool.. definitely count me in and vice versa. Thus, music is the source of my energy but it depends on which genre. It also explains why I'm bipolar when the DJ change music.

At times, I can be an emo bxtxh as I have too much rubbish thoughts mingling around my head which definitely brings no benefit at all. All I have to do is control my jiwang-ness. It's always there but it's the matter of how one control... cheh... sounds as if I'm controlling my psychic powers like Jean Grey.

I love to be in the center of attention for the right cause, sadly... the wrong cause that got me into attention. Not to forget, I am a whiny person, well, at times.

To unknowns I may look snobbish but deep down I don't care what are you picturing me as until you've finally spoken to me.

I'm trying to take advantage of this world by exploring and discovering the amazement and amusement that the earth has given me. Yet, don't get me wrong, it's only discovering but not exploiting, Mother Earth has given me more than I ever ask for.

This sounds cliche but I still have to say it loud. In the process of finishing this journey of life, I'm still learning all way down the road.

That's all from my complex characteristics.

Now, here comes the basic characteristics.

I've constantly praised and uplifted the color Blue and trashed down the color Pink. Pink, after all, is not a bad color but it's the color that made me feel stupid.

Ever since I earned my driving license, the car's radio is extremely important to me while I'm driving that's cause I'm singing in the car all the time!

John Mayer has always been my favorite music artist and his music at times makes me feel emotional and bipolar.

I'm an avid art collector, some called it art thief but I'm always there to appreciate those artworks by all those small artists especially photography. Creativity is one divine outcome that make everyone's day. I wish to own my gallery too.

I still love photography but you hardly see my artworks cause I don't have the root of all evil.

To those who had experienced my driving, I love driving and I fully understand that my skills are hazardous to yours and my life. Driving aids my inspirations and motivations. =)

Till these days, I'm still with cuts and bruises on my hands and legs, in short, clumsy.

I love to keep short hair so much that I constantly cut my hair the moment the length surpass my face.

People think I'm smart but the fact that I'm not.

I enjoy and adore underrated movies, musics and artists. In fact, I love parody and comedy movies, don't ask me why.

I'm still a child.

I used to wore braces during my foundation days and was proud of it yet till now, I hate wearing my retainers cause my teeth loves to move around.

Today, I look at my closet, it's time to change my wardrobe!

Lastly, if you have been reading and following my blog, you definitely know my loves and hates. But, to my stalkers, if you wanna get me a belated birthday present, please get me a Passion Fruit body butter from Body Shop. Many thanks.

Enough of the note to thyself. More likely of a random facts to myself. Thanks to my parents for bringing me to this world on this special day. Plus, thanks to all who have wished me! Really appreciate those blessings and words.

Amitabha.

=)

Thank you to all for the blessings and wishes!

Amitabha and Happy Labor Day to all!

Since it's a big day, thou shall not curse and swear for a day. Hopefully. So don't freaking get me mad!

A ---> L

[A] Sekarang, aku tidak khuatir pada finals... tapi aku masih sangat takut.

[B] Bro 2: CCB, MCB, CB. I said I want to listen again so that she can download the fucking song.

Bro 1: Fuck you. Tak bleh tunggu ar. Baru nak buka la!

Me: TMD... What song you want???

[C] I kept repeating, 'Enough now, Enough'.

[D] So, what's the real plan for the coming Friday and Saturday?

[E] I suppose I'm going to be loner.

[F] Aku sedih sebab tak ada orang sedar apa yang aku cuba buat.

[G] I managed to glance for once and I'm satisfied. Why am I not greedy?

[H]

Skidamarink a dinky dink,

Skidamarink a doo,

I Love You,

I love you in the morning,

and in the afternoon,

I love you in the evening,

and underneath the moon.

Oh, Skidamarink a dinky dink,

Skidamarink a doo,

I LOVE YOU!!!

Dedicate to XX. She knows how to say I love you. *clap clap*

[I]p Man 2!!!

[J] XXXX

[K]NN... The Day after Tomorrow is showing later on. Jake G.

[L] Aku hari- hari tengah jiwang pada waktu ini. xxx xxx xxxx Move on la!

Jammed in the brain

In the midst of getting started for Chapter 2 for FYP. My brain jammed in Chapter 1, that's editing only.

The boy is Satu biji, the little girl is Little Jade. I like the last picture, all red. Apparently, they don't need jackets. Wah.. I lost sial!

Anyways, wanting to upload few pics on my impromptu Genting's trip last Friday. But the bloody PC is having problem. It keeps restarting the whole PC itself. Fuck!

Yeah, riding Mercedes all the way to Genting. Plus, sleeping on the couch for five hours is just adding on the fun. Not to forget, I entered casino with the legal look at 5am, watching my grandpa betting with his persistence and determinants, after all, Lady Luck was with him all the time. Two annoying kiddos are breaking my tolerance whilst they broke our policies. Eating ice- cream midnight. Caffeine did not help me the next day. I didn't manage to place bets, mind only wants more sleeps. In the end, how hard can that be.. playing with two kiddos when I run out of energy.

Suddenly, I have so many things to say and talk to my friend. Merely a glance and I'm already missing that friend. Oh wow... glad to see my friend is happy and finally found a good gang to fit in and not being a loner... at least, that is what the surface is telling me. Sadly, I'm just a tiny role in my friend's big circle.

This late night still want to do open burning meh? Burn day and night beh sian ar??? Motherfuckers!!!!!!!!!!

This is so knn lor..

Fuckers out there conducting free open burning, I see police cars roaming up and down but no actions during the morning. This is so sial.

It's been burning from morning until this time around. Yes, motherfucking NIGHT.

Who the hell is lighting up those weeds and bushes this late night?

Ya know what's the most utmost type of burning?

It's when you search around the taman with your freaking car to track down the fire but you see no fire. FUCKING TERROR sial!

I'm not only suffocating from the air I breathe lor, smells like dying and trapping all the cool atmosphere.

Usually, this bloody time around at this time of the year, the air is suppose to be cooling cause it's bloody night.

But noh, the MOTHERFUCKER is so bloody self centered bastard/bitch, burn the whole daytime not enough meh??? Still want to burn during the night??? What the fuck you wanna burn? The whole house or the whole stretch of my area of plants????? You better don't kill my plants lor especially my juniper trees.

TMD, if it's a bitch, that bitch is burning her ex-bastard stuff cause she got cheated. Maybe she's having PMS or menopause. Lao eh!

If bastard, that son of a cow must been suffering car minor damages or maybe it's that bastard. (The recent incident of two bloody bastards beating each other on highway for some tiny damages). Or that bastard kisiao, just accidentally murdered his ex-bitch, burn her corpse and the house.

Lao eh, si enforcers roaming up and down but their 'eyes seems to be hitting bird' (hokkien direct translation). TMD.

If I found out which fucking culprit is doing such irresponsible and unethical, I'm gonna set up some rubbish on fire in front of their porch. TMD.

Or if possible, I burn your plants if you have any. Burn your car as well.

Eh, if you want to burn please la... go somewhere deserted and burn la... there's weak and old people in this area ok.

If it's gomen ar, can I sue ar? No notice on open burning then torment us with the bloody smoke. Where are the enforcers? There's law on illegal open burning and the enforcers are not taking charge. Really fucking useless.

I'm sweating with the highest fan's speed. The horrendous smokes are snowballing in my nose.

Sorry, I've to be this extent beyond my words. To the motherfucking culprits bitches/bastards, diu nia seng!!!!!

Open burning one time enough lar.. why do it so many times a day? What is there to burn???? Your ex pictures??? Your after sex condoms???? Your illegal files???? Your cocaines??? Your heroines??? Your marijuana??? Aiyo, use shredder, flush down the toilet bowl, break it, surrender to the police la or whatever it is you can do it indoor la... Don't take your miseries with us lar, once is enough.

Dahlah, can't turn on air cond cause the smoke is too strong to enter the house. Cipek sial!

I hope you bloody egoistics dream your precious are burning like hell.

Even the fireworks also smell better than your open burning. Next time burn perfume ok!

One at a time fellows

While everyone is moving forward,

I'm still pacing on the same spot.

Eyes of green are staring at me, it torn myself apart.

I can't bear to lift my head to stare the color.

The storms had put a yellow tape to sideline my journeys.

When is the bright sun and thick clouds are going to be in the picture?

Weeds and tall grasses snatch my breathtaking scenery away.

I stand and yearn for lavender fields with butterflies rejoicing with their love ones.

'Ahh', it's the sound of my exhale, embracing the relaxation.

Soon, I'll produce such rhythm to mark the ease of burden.

I need Ogawa or Osim or any massage devices!

Another tiring day,

I woke up at 8am and awaiting for 10am feels like 12pm.

It's my longest morning in my life.

Unprepared to be acknowledge by all the surroundings.

'Surprises' never fail to pop in and leave miseries for me.

"The good days are coming soon, really soon" is a chant for me.

Chewing gum has also became my new stress reliever.

The scorching sun has been a 'great' companion.

Butterflies constantly appear and flying around.

It's too beautiful.

The hill is serene at the moment, crickets sounds are sufficient to fill the atmosphere.

Before the door close, thinking I am stronger.

The moment the door close, my tears couldn't help but to roll down.

I lied to myself.

Too much to handle.

It was a brief torture for emotions.

RIP, my last respect for the very last time.

I've got WHERE THE LIGHT IS- JOHN MAYER. Like finally!

The night seems to be a little unmotivated, too much tasks to settle at one time.

Time is the major problem, time is too limited to chase.

My body has been worn out and still sacrificing the pain in front of this Charles Babbage invention.

For the sake of my tasks and works.

Last night, attempt to fall asleep was a nightmare, the process of falling asleep was tormenting mentally.

Results, I fell asleep in the class during the evening but it was a major accomplishment for me to stay put from the early of the day till the departure of dusk.

Early dusk was also almost a tragedy if I hadn't turned on my paranoia.

I cycled up and down the whole neighbourhood to look for my love one.

After all, it's just my paranoia, my love one is fine. That moment had proven my goodness in me and I'm proud of it. Grown up, by bits.

I've been chanting,'the good days are coming, it's a part of process and just bear with it'.

With all my hopes I thrown in, please let it happen.

Sorry if I ever ignore or snap off.

Status: Dilemma.

Goodnight.

xoxo

My paper has over. Semester 2 has officially over.

Oh oh, I've changed my blog's title to 'MY COLORFUL ECSTASY'. There's nothing much further for you to understand anyways.

My last paper today was filled with rage. I felt as if I've got cheated by my lecturer but I manage to answer all of it. The only thing that's left to do is to pray hard for my paper to score well enough.

Typically, after exams, everyone needs some celebration for any reason. A celebration for me, Nik and Meera to bitch our finals processes.

We are the type of 'We-would-rather-spend-money-on-food' type and we had our freaking lunch for like 2 hours and an hour of dessert. As usual, we went to DP for US pizza... there's one outlet near our campus but because of our beloved ZEN and my lemon meringue pie which I'm craving for so much, explained that why we settle for lunch in DP.

Ok, if there's anyone wants to argue with me about pizzas outlet's preference, Pizza Hut sucks okay. The pizzas got little toppings and oily. Besides, the pizza is already made and frozen, which explains why the staffs are able to announce the time of serving upon orders, they only need to heat it up!

Sorry, no food photos. It's cliche. But the poses with our foods photos, might be (if Nik is willing to send me those photos).

An hour for dessert in ZEN, my lemon meringue pie.... oh what the fuck. Never had it and I came all the way with traffic jams... they told me lemon meringue pie is out!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's the only thing I wanna have. Gosh it sucks. So, I finally browse the menu for minutes to reorder and I settled down with Summer Berry Chocolate or whatever it is. I can get a chocolate cake anywhere and put my own strawberry yogurt toppings.

Gosh, why did I order that??? It tasted normal, Black forest taste better. Okay, I don't mean to be mean but I go all the way clogging with the traffic jams (Christmas Eve) just to have my lemon meringue pie. It sucks. Nik and Meera got what they wanted but.. sad case.

3pm... still early and then I don't know who came up with the idea of going to the beach. Melaka's beach.... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Don't get me wrong, Melaka's beaches seems to be have eroded and it's gone ever since... God knows.

Still, we have to rest in Meera's house for a while and surprise, surprise, she owned a sugar glider for a pet. I'm ticklish towards rodents but I don't discriminate it. It's cute and I kept hearing Meera complaining how cheeky and naughty her Momo is. Momo is such a cute name, it means pink in Japanese. But, I swear her sugar glider is not pink in color. Google if you're curious. Then, we this and that.. finally, departing to the 'beach'.

Yeah, Meera led the way and we're there merely 5 minutes. C'mon it's near to the Eye on Malaysia. Instead, we settled down at the rocks a.k.a. seaside. There's a stone gated area where the luxurious yachts are parked. Who cares. So, people are fishing, dating, cuddling, kissing and eating durians. It looks breathless and touching moment, luckily the weather is by our side. Cool and not so heavy drizzle. The endless horizontal line filled with ships had made us stayed even longer. It's really ... distressing. Next time, we might try tapau McD and eat there, in condition, cool weather like today. We complaint so much on Singapore kia. hoho

That's it.

I don't celebrate it but I would like to wish those who are celebrating Christmas, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. Happy Holidays.

These videos are 10 times funny. 10 times you watch, 10 times you are gonna laugh so hard.

Watch the original before you watch the remix version. I must say that DJ is really creative by turning it into a song. Halfway through out my paper today, I couldn't help but to laugh inside like hell.

WARNING: DON'T WATCH WHILE YOU'RE EATING OR DRINKING.

The remix version.

INTERSTELLA 555 HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I miss blogging but this is a messy post. I'm so tired (physically).

This is gonna be a long post of my random messy thoughts. I miss blogging.

Ever since last week, the rain had been pouring down heavily, I was shivering every night due to the coldness that's beyond the words. Even, Genting Highlands ain't that cold.

I've got one more paper to settle down on Christmas Eve which I hope there's lemon meringue pie left for me in Zen. 2 killer subjects had gone.

What's the messed up part? Today's paper was speechless, I just don't understand how my brain works at all. Whatever goes into my brain, it does make sure it comes out from the other part of the brain. In conclusion, study= no study at all. What do you expect me to do with all these bombastic and high end computer terms. I'm not an IT geek. *sigh*. I even forgo my trip to Tangkak that eventually so many fun road trips and good foodies with my relatives, just to study these shit computer terms. Apparently, those terms did not circling round my memory, it just 'POOF'. Honestly, I hope my scarification worth. Wait, this is not the end of my finals, I still got one more paper to go. I'll start tomorrow, I can't help but to feel sleepy. I'm lack of sleep though I didn't really stay up late night, 2am.

But, four days after my finals, I'm going to depart to Singapore with my cousins and Kelly and then celebrate XX birthday in Tangkak. Singapore only ma.. yea I know it's not that impressive but a luxury travel ain't that bad.

Upcoming holidays, a month I think. Let's see, CNY is coming so I got spring cleaning to do, shopping for CNY stuff, my FYP, movies and... let's just say I want to spend my holidays to the fullest. Interstella 5555 is awaiting for me.

Lately, I've found a website for me to distress which is awing at all those 'impossible!-But-they-made-it' houses. So chic and high end to the max. I can't believe I still have the awe silent feeling just like when I was a child. The houses are stunning incredibly beautiful. I don't know how much they worth but I know it's a price that comes with 7-10 zeros. Spot for dornob link in my blog.

I wanna express gratitude to Nik, Nisak and Meera for making this semester with laughs on things that we bitch and bullshit. Thank you.

I also want to thank the bastard for making me 'happy', yeah right. I couldn't be more 'happier'. Donkey all the way! Speaking of that bastard, I do really concern about his behaviors, it's just that...

Much anticipating winter solstice celebration had arrived and tomorrow shall mark the countdown to the CNY. I can't wait for CNY! Fireworks, firecrackers, illegal gambling, mahjong, grand dinner, road trip to the rural area, bird nests (free!) and so lot more. Never underestimate rural areas, they can be cool just like the urban city if you're not a spoil brat.

Oh yeah, I had rolled all the dough into tiny round balls, green red and white. It took me three hours to roll them but with Russell Peters, the doughs finish faster than I thought. I roll them all by myself and they comes in different shapes and sizes. Tang Yuan should be complement with ginger soup and peanuts! The green color extract from Pandan juice... haha.. I blended the leaves to get the essence and color. Cool right?

Due to the excessive rain these days, I gotta confess, I miss gardening in my mum's tiny garden near the big drain. I love to pick up soils with my bare hands.

I've been humming 'Something about Us'- Daft Punk for whole day and the lyrics are just so bloody emotional.

Whine this late night

I'm supposing to hurry up and finish the assignment that's due tonight. Feeling so tensed cause so many parts had gone missing and I need to assemble, read and redo. Oh FML, I've to endure the toe that's itching which I've to resist myself from scratching. My eyelids are 1/2 close and my brain is processing. I hadn't brush my teeth and put on retainers. Dad had just told me not to sleep too late. What I'm going through is a bullshit. I hadn't even had a peaceful game today.

*sigh*

I'll just tell myself, It's just a short phase, the bad time will be over soon. soon~

If only there's no more donkey jobs for me.

I'm almost done with my whining and tomorrow is another day for me to crack my head.

Before that, I need to confess, I just can't stand people who speaks the slang of ah bengs and ah lians although I'm speaking like one. So much for hypocrisy.