Stars

Last night, I was in my room, I walked to the window and look upon the dark sky.
I saw stars, not really many, maybe because is due to the air pollution that hazed the sky.
Yet, I kept staring and staring and staring till my mind flew to lala land.
I was dreaming with my eyes open again.
This time, I learned something from my dream. Thou shall not reveal the dreams.
But, I learned how to let go although I refuse.
Ahh..crap.
*slap forehead*

Now, why am I sobering right now???
I should be cheerful to open my arms for welcoming the new year.
A new year and a better year.
Just because I sucked in certain parts and I sober???
Now, that is what I called PRIDE and ENVY.

Somebody please give a bucket of cold water.
Wake me up