Repel

My predictions had came true. I'm reluctant enough to speak already which I'm clueless of WHY? I only want to laugh, smile and greet. Speak no more. I'm getting even quiet. Am I? If you don't find me talking anymore, just try talking to me. Perhaps, it might help me to warm up my mouth by bit. Perhaps it's my case that I'm repelled and nauseated to people I've known for their hypocrisy and lechers. I'm seeing hypocrites in people that I'm familiar with and I couldn't believe that I'm so disgusted by it. Not only one but few of them. What else can I do? Wear a mask everyday to survive.