After years of recovery, the nightmare has came back. This time it's almost good but I still feel it's a doubt for most of my thoughts and considerations.

I tried ignoring but I felt guilty.

Transitions had made but the haunt still defining me back to the unusual me again.

Although I felt glad yet traumas kept haunting back to the past.

Even though, I had changed for a better side but it might bring me back to the past.

Is it the state of confusion that is so dramatic till I need to lay down and stare at the ceiling.

All the details that I had buried is still in the memories.

I'm far too kind and that has not made me FIRM and STABLE mentally.

I've got to learn to say NO.