LOL pics, scroll down if you don't want to see my face

I do really know how to have fun by myself. It's the mind game... CREATIVE.

So, I took shots with Teabag's Pack. They look classic and fine. AHMAD TEA. -London- Jasmine Tea.

My artwork on Typography. Pen and pencil only. Whadya think?

Ignore the words, look at the finer parts

LOL Pictures

I'm not gonna say anything in this photo. LOL.

Arcade Fail

Parents + Kindergarten + Drugs= Fail

(Read the headlines carefully)

I can't study so I come here

I'm currently not motivated to continue revising my upcoming papers and I felt lazy to explore new sites. Hence, I'm here to spread my thoughts... my current thoughts. I'm stuck with Bejeweled and this slacking is really tormenting my determination. I really do need discipline. LOL

I'm currently listening to:

1. Stab my Back- All American Rejects
2. Can't help falling in love- Elvis Presley
3. Love Lockdown, Touch The Sky- Kanye West
4. She Wolf- Shakira
5. Party in the USA- Miley Cyrus
6. December Baby- Ingrid Michaelson
7. Here With Me- Dido (Roswell soundtrack)
8. Jack's Mannequin's songs
9. Where The Light Is (Nokia's theatre)- John Mayer
10. Around the world- Daft Punk
11. My December, Cure for The Itch- Linkin Park
12. Look After You- The Fray
13. Make It Mine- Jason Mraz

Surprisingly, the no.5 is inside the list. It's one of her best songs so far. I'm not even interested to her.

I want to watch Renai Sashin again... :(

Suddenly, I need ears to listen to my pathetic spouts and sobbing stories.

Jean Grey= Me

Few nights ago, I was watching X- Men: The Last Stand and some thoughts had struck into my mind. I realized... I'm Jean Grey although in FB quizzes, I struggled to get Storm and Wolverine as my characteristic. Unfortunately, I'm beginning to love Jean Grey, maybe Famke Janssen had portrayed her well in the movie, her rage and hatred is well portrayed. Plus, I love the hair color, red. If you are familiar with Jean Grey's real character, that's good. Phoenix is Jean Grey. Watch the X-Men: The Last Stand then you will soon understand.

I love Storm!

Nightcrawler as well.... the game influences me.

I was once a happy child

These days, my life wasn't fun. I've to endure the ups and downs of my inconsistent emotions with the joy, sorrows and neutrals in the life. Full stop. *Sigh* I'm beginning to think that this is not my line.

Last Sunday was Genius Lim's birthday. The celebration was short and simple as he requested. Sorry lar... Kinder Bueno sudah jadi.

My Brother's work

Traffic chaos in the noon which I thought he was flirting.

I wish anyone could sing this song to me

My lips has bruises. Anyone wants a kiss? Hahaha... Sixpence None Richer- Kiss Me

My Name Is Lila

DIVINITY

Enjoy with Jack Mannequin's Mixed Tape and Bruised

Lifehouse- Blind.

Usually, bands like Hinder, Creed and Lifehouse don't buy my ears as I wasn't a big fan to their voice. Fortunately, the song, Blind by Lifehouse had struck my mind... thanks to the beautiful melody. Surprisingly, the video's theme is about courage and the guitar play is definitely awesome! Unfortunately, the video I've attached is their performance in an unknown radio station. I knew this song since high school, kinda late for me to rediscover it.

I was young but I wasn't naive

I watched helpless as he turned around to leave

And still I have the pain I have to carry

A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time

I never thought we'd be here

Never thought we'd be here

When my love for you was blind

But I couldn't make you see it

Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more than you'll ever know

A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep

Only in hopes of dreaming

That everything would be like it was before

But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting

They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time

I never thought we'd be here

Never thought we'd be here

When my love for you was blind

But I couldn't make you see it

Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more than you'll ever know

A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why

Would you ever wanna leave it

Maybe you could not believe it

That my love for you was blind

But I couldn't make you see it

Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more than you will ever know

A part of me died when I let you go

That I loved you more than you'll ever know

A part of me died when I let you go

Extractions. Beautiful rhytm.

I'll make the most of all the sadness,
You'll be a bitch because you can.
You try to hit me just to hurt me
So you leave me feeling dirty
Because you can't understand.

*Slow Dancing In A Burning Room- John Mayer*

I will beg my way into your garden

I will break my way out when it rains

Just to get back to the place where I started

So I can want you back all over again

*I Don't Trust Myself (In Loving You)- John Mayer*

I worry, I weigh three times my body

I worry, I throw my fear around

But this morning, there's a calm I can't explain

The rock candy's melted, only diamonds now remain

*Clarity- John Mayer*

Sky blue gets dark enough

To see the colors of the city lights

A trail of ruby red and diamond white

Hits her like a sunrise

*Neon- John Mayer*

(I wake up to find it's another
Four aspirin morning, and I dive in
I put on the same clothes I wore yesterday.
When did society decide that we had to change
And wash a tee shirt after every individual use:
If it's not dirty, I'm gonna wear it.
I take the stairs to the car
And there's fog on the windows.
(And I'm Fighting the words...)
I need caffeine in my blood stream,
I take caffeine in the blood stream.
I grip the wheel and all at once I realize:
(And you're getting away...)
My life has become a boring pop song
And everyone's singing along.)

*I'm Ready- Jack's Mannequin*

This flood (this flood) is slowly rising up swallowing the ground

Beneath my feet, Tell me how anybody thinks under this condition so

I'll swim (I'll swim) as the water rises up, the sun is sinking down

And now all I can see are the planets in a row

Suggesting it's best that I slow down

*Dark Blue- Jack's Mannequin*

I read your letter

The one you left when you broke into my house

Retracing every step you made

And you said you meant it

And there's a piece of me in every single

Second of every single day

But if it's true then tell me how it got this way

*Mixed Tape- Jack's Mannequin*

But under skinned knees and the skid marks

Past the places where you used to learn

You howl and listen

Listen and wait for the

Echoes of angels who won't return

*Everything You Want- Vertical Horizon*

And I am finally there
And all the angels they'll be singing
Ah la la la, ah la la la
I la la la la love you

*Make It Mine- Jason Mraz*

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me

Oh things are gonna happen naturally

Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side

And balancing the whole thing

But often times those words get tangled up in lines

And the bright lights turn to night

Until the dawn it brings

Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

*You and I Both- Jason Mraz*

Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you

When you think everything's okay and everything's going right

And life has a funny way of helping you out when

You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up

In your face

*Ironic- Alanis Morissette*

I dig my toes into the sand

The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds

Strewn across a blue plain

I lean against the wind

Pretend that I am weightless

And in this moment I am happy...happy

*I Wish You Were Here- Incubus*

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back

It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

*Papercut- Linkin Park*

They are turning my head out

To see what I'm all about

Keeping my head down

To see what it feels like now

But I have no doubt

One day, we are gonna get out

*Lovers in Japan- Coldplay*

Now the sky could be blue

I don't mind

Without you it's a waste of time

Could be blue

I don’t mind

Without you it’s a waste of time

Could be blue,

Could be grey

Without you I’m just miles away

Could be blue

I don’t mind

Without you it’s a waste of time

*Strawberry Swing- Coldplay*

You're a part time lover and a full time friend

The monkey on you're back is the latest trend

I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else

But you

*Anyone Else But You- The Moldy Peaches*

This night, walk the dead
In a solitary style
And crash the cemetery gates
In the dress your husband hates
Way down, mark the grave
Where the search lights find us,
Drinking by the mausoleum door,
And they found you on the bathroom floor

*Cemetery Drive- My Chemical Romance*

If you're lost you can look and you will find me

Time after time

If you fall I will catch you, I'll be waiting

Time after time

*Time After Time- Cyndi Lauper*

I look pretty when I cry. Best compliment ever.

It wasn't a pleasant night nor lively day.

Thank you for consoling, comforting and consulting.

It's about my life.

It wasn't my day and night.

I look pretty when I cry. Best compliment ever.

Understanding matters the most.

Paranoia Attack!

Cahaya Keimanan. LOL

Past 12 am and so I shall regard the day as Yesterday.

I really find blogging is part of my stress killer. Even if it's spouting and crapping, I'm still happy.

Now, let's begin the spouts and craps.

Stupid Bejeweld Blitz. I hadn't even enjoy my high score rank and they renew the whole bloody list just so to let you know, new tournament.

I'm nervous actually but I'm immune to all this baloney shits around me.

People always tell me to study smart but how? Selfish people.

Hours ago, Cutie Lim and I were playing miss calls with each other. Only a room apart. So near, yet so far.

Effort is useless. Break the rules is the only way to survive. I gave 100% but I received 40%.

My coursework marks macam sial so, everything macam sial. I don't have superbrains!

Paranoia has taken me to draw another alternative plan. What if I'm not the one in a million and what should I do to roll the money in? As in I failed my courses. Since it's so bloody worrying, I can't see where I stand in the future.

So, I came up with alternative plans for my future.

• Sell wantan mee (Rachel's plan)
• Be the MBMB roadside cleaner (I'm saving the environment)
• Learn to rare pigs (Sorry but I love pigs more than chickens)
• Be a noctorious pickpocket
• Be a con woman like LEVERAGE
• Rob the bank
• Wedding photographer (Fulfilling my wildest dream)
• Cari anak orang kaya (siapa?)
• Drug lord (Just like the movie Protege by Andy Lau and Daniel Wu)

Yea, that's the only thing I can think of. Anymore?

Dad's car broke down and I don't have my transport to bring me out. In the end, I stayed at home sleeping while revising. Playing while revising. FML.

I love my current room so much. Neatly Untidy. I still don't fancy PINK.

I wanted the whole world so much

Time's over and I need to wish my Cutie Lim, Happy Belated Birthday!

Sorry for such late post due to your addiction in Quake Live and your refusal for allowing me to use the computer.

Happy Belated Birthday! Sorry, your presents are too tough to fulfill. Little Big Planet... in 10 years time. You've got your Black Forest and KFC dowh!!!

I wanted the whole world but the world doesn't wants me.

I was so fatigue and my face was so frigging pale, I blame my gluttony for making it pain in the tummy.

Me: (telling jokes to Genius and Cutie)... finish telling joke

Cricket sounds

Me: (shirking them to give me an applause and appraisal) Oi, laugh lar...

Genius and Cutie: (gave me one pathetic look) I forgot to laugh.

May God bless my slow progression upon finals. *crossing fingers*

Dad spotted me in a shopping complex. Eeekss... when and where?

Where will I be in ten years time? My gluttony is unleashing itself again.

I think I'm a dyslexic learner. When the time comes, that's when I realized and understood. Too late.

You give me an object, I will tell you how fun you can have with that particular object.

Need a rehab on procrastination.

If you ask me where do I want to go, I can give you one longggg list of my desire places.

Life like this.

This is the Morning post before I left for Meera's open house

Yesterday was the day I had so much of junk food instead of proper meal.

Let's begin with the Open House by Ali Rustam, chief minister. It was a last minute decision to drop by the Open House and it's our way to Tangkak. We were curious with the way the open house held by orang- orang besar. It's proud to see other races were there to enjoy raya too.

Apart from shaking hands with 'big people', angpow was given away as well. Nothing much to describe but I still do think the Brunei Sultan's Open House is still the best. I was ecstatic for a short while after the hosts sang Chinese folk song. I saw Scouts to clean the place... Hmmm...

Journey continues to Grandma's house.

Kelly is back and more junk foods. Seriously, each time we drove back to Gramp's house, we just didn't know what to do. My case is I will find a kid to play and bully or stare at the ceiling of the house. Yet, I still love going there. Wasting my time doing nothing is what I do best.

Fortunately, my uncle had cooked dinner for us and I'm so blessed with his generosity. Two bowls of bird nest. How are you gonna beat that?

XX couldn't recognized me. She cried dowh!

New activity recommended by my uncle: Bat Catching. FUN.

Yea lar, I'm too lazy to put down my descriptions. Plus, I'm going for outing AGAIN. Friend's open house. Food AGAIN.

On the other side, I'm yelling once again, in the heart. Worried shit.

Let's hope I can receive pictures from Nik on Meera's open house.

By the way, Yoshito Usui has found dead. No more Shin Chan. :(

Pantai Puteri is such a Deja Vu when I'm so cuckoo-ed.

This is my cuckoo-ed pose

Yesterday was just another day for me to whine on my determination to study. It's a minor success which I locked myself in the room with water, my mobile phone and papers scattering everywhere. I got so cuckoo-ed by staring at those pathetic notes that I have till I spent my time doing something whimsical and nonsense. Plus, I even daydreamed so much till I forgotten the precious time. Let me tell you, my imagination and hallucination was fantastic till I refused to wake up. Haha.

I even sang to the flower (I still don't know where to put!)

Later in the evening, dad proposed the whole family to hunt for food till Muar yet due to the time consuming of travelling, we decided to hang out in Pantai Puteri.

Just For U found at the beach

It freaked me out after we reached the beach. Two days ago, Nik and I were so excitingly to list down all the cool fun stuff to do for our new semester (thanks to our newly arrange 'perfect' timetable). So, one of our plans is watching sunset in Pantai Puteri with Roti John in our mouth before enter the night class. Deja Vu.

Two Monkeys that hacked into my FB account just to steal things in Restaurant City.

Genius Lim: *inhale deeply* I'm a Man Now!

Upon reaching the beach, I started running and jumping gleefully as if I've not been there for long long time. Yea, it's been a while I didn't visit any beach. Unfortunately, it's cloudy day and I hardly see any sunset, not even one frigging sun ray. Sadly, trash can be seen at the seaside and it was a hard time for me to take pictures but the smell of the sea breeze stood out. Yeah! I can't wait for the new semester to come! Weee...

Then we headed to Seafarer for dinner, I must say the atmosphere and the view is nice (if you know where to get for the best view) but I really have to say that the menu was my least expected. I don't like and so does the family. Too bad, we were too hungry. Expensive some more!

See the blue light... Guess.

The Seafarer

Here's one friendly advice, to those couple who are out of ideas to hang out, I suggest Seafarer would be the best choice for romantic dinner. Plus, they also provide water sports... banana boat. Fun. I've been there during my form 5. Who wants to join me for water sports?

We used the kampung road to go back home, just to see the atmosphere of Hari Raya. Similar like Chinese New Year except for the lampu pelita that was lit outside the house. It brings back the memories and countdowns for CNY. Ooo... I'm going to balik kampung today too. In hours time... Kelly is in the house. Weee....

My Whimsical anti distraction

I really want to sob over my notes. Serious shit, I can't finish dowh!

P/S: Please check out my previous post on Jason Mraz. Edited.