CB motorcyclists

It's been days I've not rant, thanks to {F}uck {Y}our {P}roject, certain sufferers abbreviated it as (F)uck (Y)our (P)roject and [F]inal [Y]ear [P]unishment... still... I love the one I came up with cause I'm lost. So far, I thought editing would be a kacang putih job, in the end, it's a sial task with numerous misplaced alignments, capitalizations and shit stuff. My godfather said I'm a runaway soldier which is sort of true cause I'm always missing or he's probably thinking I'm running away from my responsibilities.. this is not true.

So, my life... for once, I want to achieve something to make myself proud, unfortunately, my hardships and efforts somehow couldn't perform well in any other way. Thus, I told myself... to live the way I want it!

Few days ago, I was considering to delete and start a new blog again. You see, whatever I post here could have offended anyone but then to think back again... this is my fucking blog, I rant and bitch who I like, if you have not offend me, I would have not bitch behind your back.

Anyways, yesterday, while I was driving and there are two CB motorcyclists took down the whole 4km stretch to themselves while cars behind were forming the jam! Though there're spaces available but those CB people can't focus on the road when they are chit chatting. Niamah! I'm rushing home and this CB people want to risk their lives. TL! This is why I fucking hate motorcyclists especially the fat ones. Even though, motorcycles are so small and petite but when it's their turn to showtime on the road.. they are mathafucking shit hazardous especially the monkey rempits.

Few hours later, another two big vehicles... one is the stupid lorry and the other one is the obnoxious bus. Sibeh TL. The bus driver is a professional driver who seems to be professional in takeovers and the other one is stupid lorry keep getting near to my car. I'm too terrified to go near to these big big big bus and lorry. It's scaring the hell out of me!

Speaking of automobiles, I dreamed of Autobots and Decepticons... you guess it, Transformers. I was watching the sequel last night... for the first time. Weirdest dream ever. I must admit that the Transformers 2 is a good movie when it comes to the sound effects and the technical 3D but the plot sucks... I felt so childish... stupid scenes which I also understand how that movie got a negative reviews. Yet, I was amazed by the actions part... sadly, too much of Sam instead of other actions from other Autobots.

*Sob Sob*

I'm so fucking sick and tired with everything already

Why is everything recurring all over again?

I don't have the strength to face this disastrous recurrence anymore

Heartbreak Warfare

It's an honor to reward thyself for some major accomplishment but if only the accomplishment is a success under everyone's nose.

So, previously, I abbreviated the FYP as Fuck Your Project, well, though it's harsh but it's the truth. Oh come on, I know you want to use the F word upon this project. Go ahead. But, I rather blame myself for poor time management and plenty of procrastinationsssss...

Anyways, thanks to Jon for accompanying me to get high while I was halfway completing this project. Well, he got high too so that makes us tie.

Bah... Jon thinks I'm infatuated but I'm still living in deny. *Sigh*. Human thoughts are complex in nature; thus, I'm sometimes odd and ridiculous in nature. Though, stupidity is always there but I don't think there's anyone can curb my stupidity.

Okay, my time is up. Back to work. I'm like 80% done! Weeeee

**Hint: I want to sing K for my big day, Lemon Meringue Pie with Haagen Dazs' Rum n Raisins for my big day, I want angpows for my big day.

I'm satisfy.

Some stupid shit thoughts

Again, my patience is on challenge, awaiting for photos from Nik's thumb drive.

So, the blogging mood is back this time but don't expect pictures from me. I have limited patience.

I'm HERE today because I want to spit out my confusions and lost towards everything. Nah, I don't think expressing here is really fine, I might have stalkers or gossipers tracking my thoughts.

But, I really need someone to listen to my long and unwinding confusions and giving me advice that I really want to listen. bahaha... sounds obnoxious. I just need someone to understand about my whine. At times, I wish we are fated to.... but coincidentally, we have so much in common to bump by accidents, yet, few sentences came from our mouth but we do understand each other. Sometimes, our characteristics reflected through each other.

Oh, I couldn't believe I was actually soft spoken in front of Meera's interview today. Haha... Babe, sorry la... cause... malu wei. hahaha. Somehow, I think my words are getting deteriorating, odd?

being ignored? leave them.

When you're being ignored, what's the best thing to avoid the embarrassment?

It's to smile and leave.

Honestly, I've been frequently ignored by some people who were close to me... till I'm so sick and tired of them. I gave away my ears and answered their babbles (shitty conversations, can't believe I'm involved) yet I'm still left alone.

Those when the times I'm naive and innocent.

Now, silence is golden. It's not my choice to be cold hearted for not concerning but it's the last option you have given me.

I understand one of my friends being often misunderstood for her words. In the end, she also chose 'Silence is golden'.

Thus, we created another type of impression to ward off people who are petty to us. Plus, it's to avoid ourselves being predictable, more of like being mystery. Yet, I chose being a little bit cuckoo. Not little but most of the time by laughing for no reason. Laughing provides more oxygen and it feels good to laugh hard.

I mean why do we care so much on what those petty people think? All we care is ourselves and those who are really really really important to us.

Buddha says just do what is ethical

Remember my theory? Everyone is egocentric to a certain limit.

Sigh... FYP= Fuck Your Project!

*I just realized I love to take pictures with my kiss.

A slight brief ___

Few weeks ago, after a long consideration, I decided to take down my blog's link from my FB profile. Call me secretive but it's for the purpose of my privacy which I wouldn't want my relatives in FB to discover overly much about my personal stuff into details.

Sounds depress or evil?

But, its the only way to avoid unwanted long winding gossips that would eventually lead to misunderstandings and shitty stuff. Sadly, I don't think there aren't much clicks to my page anymore. Nah, I don't really care anymore cause I blog when I feel like it. I express when I feel like it. It's my fucking blog anyways, I don't really need much audiences to understand the shoes that I'm wearing in.

My posted link can only be found in MSN. So, those who has it then you've another pleasure time of reading this blog. I wouldn't call my blog wonderful or interesting (I'm too sloth to insert pictures) but rather surreal as it depicts my expressions.

If you ever wonder how's my daily life?

I must say sometimes it's the same old boring routine> school, home, assignments

Sometimes, it's an impromptu of everything filled with joys> jiwang in some pizza place, searching for best food in town

Sometimes, it's some sick fuck up day> sudden changes of works

Sometimes, it's another bland day> speechless towards the routine

Sometimes, life is just so wonderful when you receive what you desire for.

Overall, life is just awesome, it depends how you view your glass.

*This post is just another post of slight brief introduction*

#May my thoughts are just short and simple. No more complex thoughts, please! It has nothing to do with me.

Seriously, why laotikos and fucking sick perverts exist in this world? They should be thrown into the volcano's burning lava, the avalanche in Swiss Mountain, the deserts in Gobi and most importantly, the burning hell.

Definitely intolerable to all these shameful acts. Their fucking shitty behaviors is equivalent to rape.

All girls! Please stand up and unite to fight all these animals from the fearful and sick society. Their acts could not be forgiven.

I was so stress, at one point, I began downloading shitty songs just to relieve myself. FML

Of all things to do.

Tonight is a night for joy and fucking shits!

Let's all enjoy and do take the effort to come even if it's just to see me. Ahaks~

Do take the effort and be educated on GOLD

Peeps,

Facebook is a place for stalking. I say go and stalk the ones you hate and love. It is so easy to track them.

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*Sniff sniff*... munching chocolate flavor Love Letters this late night with water rationing. No need to brush teeth tonight. Damn!

This morning, I listened to 'We are the world' (new version), apparently, I can sense the genuine and sincerity in them instead of getting goosebumps. Yes, MJ did it again! Woohoo

Oh, before I sign off, I would like to be a promoter for few seconds. Just few seconds.

♥Join us by supporting our event ' The Golden Revolution - A Return to Dinar & Dirham ' this Sat & Sun / 3 & 4 April 2010 at Dataran Pahlawan Melaka. Organized by Islamic Banking & Finance's students, Multimedia University Malacca♥

For those who own cars and resides in Melaka, do take the effort to be educated on GOLD and PAPER MONEY. Curious enough? Just drop by and then you can watch your freaking movie in Dataran Pahlawan! Don't worry, my division are glad to assist and guide you through out the whole exhibition. We love talking... could be... maybe... Wait till I get the softcopy of our cover.

Peace out!

Today, what matters the most... is not about shopping and materialistic fun time. In fact, the shopping complex located near the building had cleared all my mood. SOGO. No Subway and Bubba Gump Shrimp. I just don't want to be 'a hungry girl is an angry girl'.

The highlights of the day was laughters that we had done. You know, like bunch of animals from zoo. Nevertheless, we are proud of ourselves for being cooperative to the max.

I want my fucking earphones!!!

Tapi, sudah rosak wor!

Nabeh, so tormenting!

There's a paper awaiting for me tomorrow night. Yet, I even hardly start studying, just couldn't concentrate well. Finally, I understand why is everyone wishing for 平安无事. Too tough and too much to accept those reality.

More narcissistic disease

I don't know if I should yell to get my life back or just leave it this way. Everything disorganize, impromptu 'trips', sudden events and missing classes. Fantastic.

Anyways, I was browsing some photos from the sudden famous group, 'Beauty and Charm of MMU students' in FB. Just getting some rest.

Aiyoyo, aba ama, muka macam itu pun boleh kira lengzai and lenglui? Where are the real good looks? Such benchmarks...

Think again, this whole informal votes on the best physical look has turn into a site of gossips and bitches. You must be thinking I'm diagnosed from 'sour grapes', well... God knows. I don't have good looks and devil's body either.

Anyways, it is a stupid group to turn on such phenomenal hype. Each minute, I can see my friends were being tagged in an unknown camwhore pictures. It's getting bloody annoying to see those posts are bulking up and wasting my time to keep scrolling as I was searching for rewards from Farmville.

People, if you're just gonna keep voting, you are so gonna turn those nominees into some narcissistic disease which sooner or later alter ego. You can say I'm jealous cause I wasn't part of it. Well, I'm just gonna say that you're one of them as well. It's like turning into 'American way' of high school bitches. Who is fucking popular and who is not.

Stupid group

there's too much for me to hate

I might sound or look like a mess for these recent weeks. Thanks to the endless complications and difficulties given by the cakap tin kosong.

But, all I want to express is...

I hate ah bengs and ah lians

I hate motorcyclist, especially the fat ones

I hate those fucking crows for terrorizing my serenity zone

I hate dogs with big teeth

I hate tiao kei people (they always challenge my patience)

I hate kids pretending to be grown up

I hate kiasu people... only because they always fight to queue in the line just for everything

I hate drivers that don't turn their bloody signals on

I hate bullshits without actions

I hate time cramming

I hate creativity limitations

I hate girls who acts and speaks like paris hilton

I hate wannabes with no attitudes

I hate Taiwan's female celebrities (and same goes to the male) who like to act cute

I hate awkwardness

I hate spoil brats

I hate overrated with low quality products, movies and phenomenas

I hate the authorities for cutting the damn trees in the campus

I hate the authorities for cutting the damn trees along the bloody road. (the trees' branches are not as huge as i thought)

I hate people who spit and throw rubbish on the road

I hate Avril Lavigne loves pink

I hate E news for being so cheap

I felt lost without my Sony Erricson earphones when I'm in quiet places. (spoiled)

That's it... I have too much to hate.

Can voices be heard at all costs?

You realized that,

Everything looks the same,

Everything smells the same,

Everything sounds the same,

Everything stays the same,

The only thing that changes is YOURSELF.

*This is not an emo post.

Going to sleep naked tonight

I don't bloody fucking understand why does the whole current situation is such in a chaos at the very last minute?

We have to unofficially intercorrelated with other teams to step up for information.

What's worse is that such a simple task has somehow turn into a competitive environment and discouragement for team spirit. Everyone is moving to the same point for the same target. Hopeless.

But, it was somewhat fun and interesting when I realized our team is the most cooperative team though each of us has obstacles of their own. I'm getting to understand and know them. Cool. We provide the most solutions and questions.

Realistically, we know that it's a dirty world once we join uni. I'm foreseeing the blame game to be play. I only hope God knows who is right and who is wrong. Commence the same punishments and rewards to the deserve ones.

I'm too tired to explain what we had done today. But, I hope my partner in crime is giving us hope.

I'm suffering from insomnia and you've no idea how many spiders' web on the ceiling I've counted repetitively.

For months, I stopped the habit of intaking coffee as an addiction but today I'm forced to drink it.

This is definitely the super peak busy before those days.

I can be slim in these 4 days, hardly to allocate time to eat.

Forgotten when was the last time I ate.

Not a fucking good day at all.

I've two scenarios to be worried.

bipolar

Overly obese with worries and frustrations.

Sorry, I am diagnose with bipolar.

Please just bear with me.

Fuck! Why at this crucial time, the digital camera has to be half malfunctioned?

1.

I was about to get my lot in somewhere between the yellow lines.

Just when I'm adjusting my position.

God blessed my eyes.

Two white uniform men copying license number.

I fled off.

2.

3 minutes before:

Lift door was about to close. Walk off arrogantly.

3 minutes after:

'Why did I ever choose manually at the first place?'.

I murmured at the 4th floor.

2 minutes later:

My walk in had stunned them.