This month I foresee is a long month and upcoming wasted month if I don't manage to absorb knowledge that I should be absorbing.
So exhausting... this is only the first week. There might be more that's coming and I just want this damn month to pass!
My time here is limited and I only want to treasure and cherish the time I have here. There are some thoughts that rose in my head and it always made the tears flooded my eyes. These thoughts are so long and windy, as for now I am indecisive but I must firm my stand that it will come some day. And when the day comes, I wouldn't want everything to be last minute, not able to store good memories and rushing everything off.
Good times won't last long. I know that damn day will come and it is time for me to give way to the younger ones. They have better capabilities and abilities than me. They should soar while I should provide support.
Damn, I just want this damn month to pass meaningfully.