I'm feeling so fucked up with my paper just now.
It was obvious that tips were given and don't know why I just couldn't somehow recall the materials I had read.
Few minutes ago, was flipping through my notes and I began to feel fucked up again. I saw the tips and it was right there.. the answers I should have answered in the paper. Damn! My marks are gone just like that.
Previously, Credit Management had made me kept my fears and worries of taking the supplementary paper again. Apparently, thank God, I passed. Now, Financial Derivatives, I know I had done badly for the mid-term and now, the finals. FML!
The feeling is like you knew it was there but you couldn't recall if it was there. This morning I was clearly in the car reading, scheming and scanning through all the important notes that I made last night.
Damn! My confidence has gone. Argh.. it made me rage and mad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The second paper right now is even worse, no tips given and you have to bloody read all the 5 chapters with only a day and few hours to spend.
I can only put the blame on myself for not being determine and diligent enough. Blame myself for not knowing the consequences of future.
Now the most important question, how to get rich and build cacao empire in the future??????????
Muz fohkus on cahkao empihyer